I don’t remember being out there or why, but I was in a large field or courtyard that was part of an apartment complex. I didn’t recognize the area at all, I just seem to remember the apartments being a dull or dark grey, and they had large balconies. The part of significance was, I was at an apartment that I knew, I was sitting on the steps leading up to the door. I think there was a small box, like a jewelry box or something, that had papers and things in it, and it was like I was looking for something. I vaguely remember seeing names on them, possibly dates, and I think the relation was something with the time frame they were written? mostly that it was physical evidence that i was/had been lied to. I don’t know. It’s odd because…to be so lucid in a dream, I shouldn’t be able to read. Most of the time I can’t make out letters or symbols when I’m so conscious in a dream state. So…that alone confuses me as to what type of experience it really was. Well, there were security guards in the complex, and I guess one saw me sitting on the steps looking at these papers, and started chasing me, so I took off. And literally I mean…took off. I started with the whole groggy sleep run, and then I was aware of what I was doing, and started moving faster and faster. Yes, i do mean like Roadrunner cartoons fast. So I sped away, got far enough where they stopped chasing and resituated.
I went back to the apartment, and I don’t know how, but I got inside and I didn’t have a key. That was relevant later. I didn’t break anything, I think I just…slid through the wall, who knows (which is why i’m still confused as to it being a dream or otherwise). Anyway, I don’t even know why I was there, it was all pretty hazy, I just remember thinking someone was going to come home and I didn’t need to be there. It was at this point that I was thinking that it was Callow that lived there with her boyfriend, but I can’t remember why I thought it. maybe just the impression I got. So, I thought I heard noises, and I remember going out on the patio of this 2nd story apartment, and there was a small little corner that curved around the side where you couldn’t see me from the door. Well, this girl walked out and it wasn’t Callow, and I can only believe that it was Shehag. I remember the face and the smile, but the rest wasn’t like her. she was soooo pissed that I was there, and just freaked out about it, like “why” which of course makes sense, cuz I don’t know why I was there in the dream either. She was threatening to call the cops, and her neighbor came over, this little tiny 4 foot something blonde girl, and she was talking about how I shouldn’t be there, etc. I was so convinced at the time that I was awake and this was happening, and then at this moment it hit me that I’d slipped back again into the dream. I looked at the little short girl and said “are you awake?” she stopped and looked at me so puzzled, like she didn’t understand, and then shook her head all confused, and said “no, no I’m not awake.” So I looked at Shehag and said the same thing. I said “you’re dreaming, this isn’t real, none of us are awake.” And then she hugged me, looked me in the eye…and then good ole security came back to chase me. So I jumped off the balcony…and flew away.
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