i really don’t have anything to say. i can’t decide if i feel positive or if i feel neutral right now, i’m just doing my best to not feel negative. there’s no reason.

i’ve been sick the past few days and i hate it. all i do is sleep, my head is clogged and my thoughts are deluded from it, and all i want is to enjoy myself instead of sleeping for hours on end.

and fuck me, do i want a cigarette.

i’ve made some changes…and i’ve become more cynical and apathetic. i’m really starting to just…simply…not care. i’ve thrown friends to the wind simply because things weren’t going the way i wanted, and even risked said friendships by doing so, but at what point to i start worrying about ME instead of THEM? so long have i tried caring…and i’m always the one still waiting. that’s the path i always take. passive…easy…

no more.

it’s time i’m proactive and take control of things once in a while…especially when it comes to my life and my selfish indulgences…they will be on my terms and on my standards.

….oh….and….i’m sorry if anyone gets trampled in the process….maybe i’ll apologize….and maybe i won’t even notice. pick your battles wisely…

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Random
Sounds like you and I are on the same road.
Reply(1)3 years ago

Daniel Self
yeah i just read yours, funny how that works out, eh?
3 years ago

Mike Cooper
i invented the term “Remo”. It’s like a retard EMO, or really anything you want to apply it too. Have fun remoing people!
Reply3 years ago

Walela
God you’re so EMO!! I ain’t skeeered!
Reply(1)3 years ago

Daniel Self
i will end you!
3 years ago

Blake Cover
I hope you still have mad love for me… even though we never actually hang out.
Reply(1)3 years ago

Daniel Self
always!
3 years ago