I want your last words to be “just fucking leave me alone.” I want that to be all you remember, and all that I was worth to you.   It fucking kills me that I care about you. I break every night with you in my dreams. Why can you not just go away and […]

All bullshit. Fucked up bullshit. No one in their right mind would believe it. They only want someone to be in the same shitty predicament as themselves, and that’s nothing I can defend. Choose your own battles and who you defend.   Perhaps it’s true. I’m the one up at 330am still losing sleep. I’m […]

You’ve officially crossed the fucking line. Don’t knock on the door of a monster, because the monster may just knock back. You’ve been spared thus far, don’t tempt being devoured. I know every single word to drop you to your knees.   And even still… …my bed is the one place I still fear, the […]

The end and i saw the skies burning, the horrible red flash in the sky…the rumbling of the ground as the devastation hurled closer. i sat with you, in my car, holding you in my arms, and me in yours, as we cried…and in mournful pain said “i love you…”, and you hurtfully replied “i […]