I wish you a beautifully happy birthday my love. You truly do not realize how special a person you are and how uniquely wonderful you are. To not only be honored to have simply conversed with a person of your wonderment, but to have the honor to call you my friend is a gift i […]

Cover my love with your oil stained tears, pile me in the corner where your dreams used to be, ignite me with the last spark of my heart, watch the wasted years burn within the single instant you closed your eyes, cover your soul with my ruined ashes to remind you that I was only […]

seriously…everyone should check this out. it’s pretty interesting and deeply observational… http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t251986/  

will you remember the times i looked at you, will you remember how i touched your skin? will you ignore the way i treated you, will you ignore how things could’ve been? will you forget so easily the things i did for you, will you forget how broken your soul was? will you cast aside […]

so the year ended. and what is there to say about it? amidst the multiple positive things…and the negative things…i don’t even know how i feel about it now. where to begin. though it wasn’t part of 2010, my 2009 ended beautifully with an amazing xmas eve…leading into the new year. day 1 of january […]

“You know, it didn’t matter how many times I heard, I can’t see you two together. This shouldn’t be a statement to make either couple feel like the better one, obviously if you’re too different for her friends it’s prolly true that she didn’t match up wiht yours either. It always made me mad- that […]

I asked for the opposite of you, I got what I asked for..another me. … I’ve decided this must be how it is for me. If there is a soulmate out there for me, someone must have stolen him, as I am engaged to someone elses. Isn’t that a scary thought? Just as I am […]

i’ll never fully organize the thoughts in my head…. how much should it hurt to leave words unsaid? how much should we regret those last actions that we never took? how much does it even matter? i feel alive through the pain and worry, sometimes even thinking that if i’m consoled that i may simply […]