And part of me is still burning.
Every time such words were spoken, they were simply bullshit.
“why didn’t you call me?”
“why didn’t you chase me?”
“you didn’t try to fix it, so I knew you didn’t care.”
Yaknowwhat?? FUCK you. And verily, fuck all of you that have ever said such things to me.
They call ME the manipulative one…they say I’m emotionally detached…and yet these conditions and excuses were placed on my breakups?
You walk out my door and blame ME for not chasing? It’s psychotic. It’s certainly one damn way to remove all blame from being so shallow and so quick to turn tail.
Blaming me…blaming everyone else…but never blaming yourself…and in that same process, you wanted me to destroy myself. You wanted me to truly feel that I was the problem.
And I believed you. I believed every single word of it, and died slowly, day after day.
And you fucking girls (and guys) are making people feel this way the world across.
You call yourselves human? You call yourself righteous and wholesome?
Twisted fucks.
Tell me you don’t want to be with me because you DON’T, not under the guise of how “I” didn’t chase you when you acted fucking childish and immature.
Sigh.
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