You don’t always achieve your dreams. Most often, actually, you never will.  Live in the moments you find, and never seek further. Pursuing happiness is generally futile.

I just want that girl who will stay up all night watching horror with me.

Now I’m given the decision to undergo real surgery to fix a topical issue, and healing will be insanely miserable and heinous, and I will be bedridden for two weeks suffering to heal.  It isn’t necessary for life, but removes complications and inconveniences.  What to do, what to do. 

Though it still rages, the heart is gradually losing. One day it is likely going to disappear. Attraction is quite a fickle thing, even though I don’t like to admit it. She’s pretty and weird, and I’m becoming curious.

not looking for sympathy or well wishes, as this is nothing serious, but i may be going under the knife tomorrow for some fixin’ of my body.  if i’m absent much, that’s because i’m probably in a lot of pain and have nothing funny to say tomorrow 🙂