ok, so the other night i had a LOT of time to dream…and boy i did. seems that 3 girls have found their way into my dreams, and they were about life “after the fact” it seems. so, part of it was about she-hag, we found our way back together, things seemed so normal. i can’t remember what the surroundings were, i just remember doing daily things like cleaning and talking and stuff. i think part of the dream was in the old apartment and part in my trailer, the only places i have familiar with both of us i guess. the details have since slowly disappeared so i don’t remember much of the dream now. and then we have shallow. she was in the other half of the dream, i don’t so much remember her face i just know it was her presence. i think i tried to avoid looking at her maybe. it was about the same concept, we were together and giggling and such, and something weird happened, some witch/monster/beast/crazy lady was in a part of it, she was there to hurt her…i think we were in some wooden shack or something, like a cabin. i remember getting in her face and telling her that “you will not fucking touch her, you won’t fucking hurt her” and apparently this witch beast found that amusing and started throwing magic crap at me and i kept “blocking” all of it with my hands to protect shallow. ugh…after all the bullshit of course..why would i protect that thing? just in my nature i suppose. i don’t remember what else happened but i know that i kept shallow from getting hurt. and then a reoccuring dream last night…about jezebel. not sure why, but we both looked and seemed different, she didnt have her tattoos and i was, i dunno, i seemed different. anyway, we went to like new orleans or something, and i remember brian and jen were there too, and scott i believe. well, things were awesome, we were happy together, and then we got split up and lost…took me hours to find her and when we did we were attached at the hip, i didn’t let her out of my arms and we just stayed in a constant hug. at one point we lost brian and jen too i think but found them. all those details are pretty hazy now too, sometimes it’s hard for me to remember everything in the dreams, i just know that i’ve had that circumstance before, i remember a boat and a stairway across a canal, like, the stairs were on one side and i kept going the wrong way. i remember certain buildings near the hotel, like i see the sign but not the name, i know it was next to it. very wild. so overall with dreaming of the three women, with she hag i was happy and complete, with shallow i was there to protect her, and jezebel i lost her. who knows what i should think of this….