so, now i’m hearing from other close friends of how i’m “not who i was” and the things i say are not said the way they used to be, i’m no longer funny, i’m no longer the same Flitzanu. ok, fine. if i’m not, do i then lose all the friends i once had? make the choice. this is who i am. and for relevance, here is my horoscope for today, which i found after the convo i had with someone. tell me there isn’t synchronicity at work. Aquarius Horoscope Sun Aug. 25, 2002 by Astrocenter.com Regardless of how you present yourself, it may be hard for you to find comfort in the situation you are in, dear Aquarius. For some reason, you just don’t feel like you are fitting in, even though you can sense that there is a hole that needs to be filled. Don’t try to force yourself into a place where you are not welcomed. Perhaps this is an indication that you need to spend some time alone. like i said, if i’m not welcome, i’m not going to linger.