it’s funny…you eventually start to notice how much you are not mentioned and left out of things when you take a step back…almost as if your existence isn’t really all that important anyway…you are not a unique and special snowflake. no one considers you any different than anyone else. no response to the email, it would have happened by now. i’m sure it put a smirk on her face at least, i did my part though, i released a bit of the burning emotion that i held, i can’t do more than that. and the other one…well…who knows. my ride is here, perhaps i’ll have something to say when i return.