and now she is back in my dreams?  this is uncalled for.  there’s really no obvious reason (subtle, yes) that i should even bother dreaming of her.  it’s bothersome.  and the first dream was reconciliation and sorrow, second was back to dumping me because i needed to use my free time for work projects and that wasn’t being spent with her.

of course that sounds about right…at least my dream was realistic.  but still, fuck me.  i don’t need these thoughts even in my subconscious right now.