i got my stretching taper needles in the mail today….i’m going to stretch some piercings now. bigger is better, they say, perhaps it will help. yea, bad joke. i’m cutting my focking hair off too, i’m sick of me, i’m sick of the look, i’m sick of whatever. don’t ask why i try or why i bitch, i don’t know either. oh, and i found out that i’m “googly” for someone. funny. me, googly….nice. this is the part where i try to be an asshole and say “don’t flatter yourself, honey” but i don’t have that in me, unfortunately the googly is a bit deeper than just “googly.” that’s an entirely different story altogether, however, and i’m not even about to discuss it. there are plenty of others in the world to make one feel special, no reason in focusing on just one of them. i might as well return to soaking in all i see from every angle, i shouldn’t limit myself to such a narrow band of energy. syphon open for business….begin sucking now.