it sucks that certain songs can be so dual…there are lines in this that i love and remind me of a great night…and the rest, well, just sounds all too familiar.

Sexual Powertrip (one big lie) — Blue October

I’m sorry for the way I treated you
I’m stuck in my ways to just run
In the opposite way when things get comfortable
I’ll keep on licking till your flavor is gone

[Chorus]
It’s getting more impossible
To keep a straight face
And be trusted with
I love you

Don’t trust my words when I’m in the bed with you
I’ll bring the message, but the message gets lost
Yeah you opened your legs and maybe
I promised you
You didin’t notice that my ankles were crossed

[Chorus]

Can you show me how to treat someone?
I don’t recall ever learning how
Because I keep fucking up
I keep fucking up