sorry, i’m not home right now, if you leave a message, maybe i’ll call you back when i have the time. until then i’m probably preoccupied with other things right now, things that give meaning to my existence, things that give happiness to my life, things that give rise to my self-esteem. i’m out growing right now, my mind is increasing, my pride is returning, my self-loathing is disappearing. i’m better than 95% of the male population, i know this for a fact, and i’m not afraid to appear egotistical or arrogant for admitting it. i’m not the one that is deserving of companionship, the companion should feel lucky to have such company. i am above the measly crowd of regular people, i am not seeking approval, i am not wanting any appreciation. only bullshit seeps from the mouths of people lately, words are losing meaning as quickly as they exit the lips. i am not changing for anything, anyone, anytime. i am utterly myself, and if myself exists alone, so be it. prove your worth if you want to be my companion, i’m done offering my soul to those who aren’t even worthy.