i’ve talked more and more with teh mystery girl from the other store, she sounds terribly cute and sounds like a lot of fun. i’m getting excited to meet her, which i guess i will be sometime this week. supposedly she is pretty interested in meeting me too, although i hear she has a boyfriend. normally i’d say “who cares” but after what happened to me, i almost feel like i shouldn’t even bother. i had someone lose interest in me because of someone else, and i wouldn’t want to be a hypocrite and do that to another guy. guess it depends on how hott she is….. on top of that, i got an anonymous call from some girl i don’t know….i could barely make out the name in the message, but it was some girl that got my number from someone and wanted to hang out….i haven’t heard back from her yet, and it is possible it was the girl from the other store, but i guess only time will tell. it is an interesting feeling to have someone show interest in ME for once. women are too damn fickle, all of you should make up your minds for once and DO something about your situations instead of sitting on the sidelines and complaining about how “no one loves me, wahhhh” and all that bullshit. it’s annoying and pathetic. if you’re going to “fall in love” with someone, then fucking pursue it, quit bitching about how far away someone is, how you don’t know them, how it will never work, how they’ll never love you, whatever. get over yourselves and take a risk for once in your life. if it doesn’t happen, then move on. this also goes for men, i for one haven’t heeded my own advice in a long time, and so now i am.