i had a beautiful moment last night….one i can’t speak of in detail, and one that i won’t soon forget. i felt my heart race, i felt my body give in to exquisite happiness…it was a moment that we find ourselves oblivious to the outside world. i sat in that moment for five minutes….and the only things existing within that time were me and her. and then it ended, merely with a deep sigh and a glancing look. that moment was a singular experience, and i am adjusted and happy with the knowledge that it may never happen again, and ecstatic that it happened in the first place. i think i’ve learned separation and life alone, and the course to take in order to be smiling by myself.