well, i dreamt of crush (again) last night…it’s becoming perpetual. maybe it’s the only time we can play together. i don’t remember much of it, just that my earring was crooked and she fixed it. its really nice that i at least get to “spend time” with her on the phone since i can’t really do it in person. i know it’s bad……i should have just kept my distance to begin with….but it’s just too hard to shut all this off. it was unfortunate that you were a mere 10 minutes away from me when both of us wanted someone to cuddle.