i’ve been a drama queen, i’m pompous, i’m arrogant, i’m self-righteous, i’m narcissistic, i’m shallow, i’m deprived, i’m egotistical, i’m delusional, i’m divergent, i’m curious, i’m bland, i’m contradictory, i’m selfish, i’m indignant, i’m overbearing, i’m nervous, i’m insecure, i’m unique, i’m aquarius. what does it feel like to be in love? i thought i used to know, but i’m beginning to wonder. i used to think it was all about “rose tinted glasses” and butterflies in the stomach, but that shit is getting annoying. the solar plexus is always more sensitive than the crown, and only a couple of people lately have given off a vibe i’ve picked up in my crown…so what does this mean? something unique, that’s for sure. but alas, as usual, and in no regards for pity, my emotional switch seems to have malfunctioned, and i’ve fallen for that untouchable entity yet again. sure, we all say “THERE IS NO ONE OUT THERE FOR ME! I’M NEVER GOING TO FIND THE RIGHT PERSON!” but how many of you truly believe it? i can’t help but wonder if i am entirely too difficult to love and appreciate for all that i am….those that show emotion tend to disappear as quickly as they arrived…or they pretend that they aren’t even there.