i cant fucking sleep….i’ve been half awake since 3am tossing and turning. this fucking blows. its fucking storming outside too, has been all night. of course it’s the solstice, nature needs to show some power. i had a good reading last night from ays’ friend, my cards are showing improvement. still…fire was highly visible in things. there was a lot more water involved which was good…but still, the one that may be coming to me soon will be offering a cup of fire…which i so love to taste….i don’t think the fire is the one i believed it was before, i think it’s a different one. i had a blast at ays’ birthday party last night too, tons of people were there from work, like most of the 9th floor so that’s cool. i’m too tired to write about it right now so i’ll do it later with details. i’m posting pics as well so watch for that.