you knew this would happen, you knew it would come to this. you knew all along that nothing would work, you knew all along that things would stop. you knew in your head that people like you don’t date people like them. you knew in your head that your happiness come second in life. you knew all along that regardless if you supercede someone in so many ways, you’re still the outsider. you knew that taking the risk only leaves you vulnerable. you knew opening your heart only invites someone to break it. you knew that believing in someone that holds no faith will never yield results. you knew that only one with open eyes will ever see you for all you are. you knew from the beginning…that you’re not the one. you never are, you never were, you never will be. you knew you should stick to your own kind and stop wasting your time with these other creatures. you knew, daniel, you knew all along, and you did it anyway. what does that say about you? are you stupid or just gullible? why would you convince yourself that you’re something that you’re not? why would you put yourself through all this when it’s simply worthless emotion that’s wasted on things less suited? why must you keep trying… i did it because i was in love…i did it even knowing the results and the outcome. i did it because i felt something and i wanted to continue to feel it. i did it because i enjoyed looking at someone the way i did. i did it because i wanted to touch someone’s heart again, even if it meant the destruction of mine. i wanted to watch someone smile so brightly and shine so elegantly at the simplest touch from my fingers…it was a moment i simply wanted to see and feel one more time. that’s all…one simple moment of happiness for myself, happiness in knowing that i made someone feel passion at least for a short time, i made someone feel something they won’t replace.