you know, i wouldn’t mind so much that people can still be in my head if i wanted them there, it’s the ones that don’t need to be that bother me. everytime i KNOW i’m going to see HER, she’s right there. went to the elevator to go downstairs and just knew i’d run into her…and there she was, she took the stairs and walked around the corner one foot away from me. of course it was almost obligatory that i see them leave for lunch, so that wasn’t unexpected to see them walk out as soon as i was walking in. fucking people…