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Jan
16
2014
and they never go away.
i dreamt of you again, when you were the you that i knew, but a new you now, to know as i knew you then. and everything was going to be perfect when we started our lives again. but of course, all my dreams lie to me.
Dec
10
2013
my mind must be broken.
i dreamt of her again. seems i was in Florida at Disney i believe…i know i wasn’t in town. i was walking through a crowd and then felt someone behind me, and saw her as i glanced back. my heart sank, i felt angry, sad, disgusted, regretful, fearful…and i wanted to disappear. i ended up […]
Dec
08
2013
resolutions from 2013…
I don’t think I accomplished a single thing on this list. Resolution #1: stop chasing distracted girls. No. Resolution 2: convince and teach someone to alter a longstanding personal belief. Unsure. Resolution 3: dance and kiss in the rain. No. Resolution 4: be more flexible and sacrificial with compromise in a relationship. Not Applicable. Resolution […]
Oct
21
2013
i can’t believe it’s been so long.
so little words over so much time. i’ve lost my muse…i’ve lost any muse…and i keep letting it stifle me. of course, there are some things that just can’t be formed into words, but the soul needs to express. my soul needs to express. for some reason something tonight has pulled my strings and made […]
Aug
22
2013
and all the times we…
Zero Sum Lyrics Nine Inch Nails They’re starting to open up the sky They’re starting to reach down through And it feels like we’re living in that split-second Of a car crash And time is slowing down And if we only had a little more time And this time Is all there is Do you […]