Iniquity of Flitzanu

i’m sure things were for the best. i’m just glad that it stopped before it ever started…i still have it in my heart to be cold….and i also found the part of me that cares. and sometimes it cares too much.

all of the sudden i found myself in love with the world….so there was only one thing i could do….ding a ling dang my dang a long ling long.

a quote by Violettak : “Life goes forward, but I tend to fuck things up by thinking the past can be relived. It can’t. You just accept the pain, move on, and cling to the things that make you happy and encourage you to be beautiful.” so true.

i’ve still not determined the longevity of my reaction i had, and i’m still not sure what it all meant. all i know is that i felt SOMETHING. and of course the obvious has happened, the exact thing i knew, my phone calls have stopped. i feel so used sometimes, not only because of this […]

You are an.. OUTCAST! Nobody hates you, you justhate them. Or vice versa. You really don’t likebeing around people, being by yourself is muchbetter company. You are not accepted by thenorm and are deemed “weird” or“freaky”. You appreciate things thatothers don’t, and you dwell in yourindifference. The Subculture Label Quiz brought to you by Quizilla

i felt a vibe. i don’t think i like it.

i spent all damn day cleaning my place up and STILL have so much to do. at least it’s a start. i ponder loneliness during the days, and then i realize how alive i am when i’m alone, and think that it’s probably the best for me to be solitary. where’s my bitches? i should […]

the song that describes it all between the she-hag and i, with nothing but love of course 😉 Surf Colorado ———————- I saw you there Your long brown hair Falling on your face the way it used to fall on mine At one time A long time ago I still remember everything you said to […]

so, something happened. i didn’t think i was going to feel anything, but it seems my energy receptacles decided that i should. i do NOT want the reaction that i got, i do NOT want to have the feeling i had. why in the fuck would i want to be jealous of ANYthing right now. […]