Author Archives: flitzanu

almost.

http://youtu.be/DUhvnSi3hVg

old habits

just wanted to give birthday wishes to the dear old Shehag. so far away still, and hopefully happy, enjoy your birthday.

always waking up.

had a dream last night about flirting. i feel like i knew who this girl was, but i didn’t remember after i woke up. i dremt of being shy…and flirting…and her flirting back. innocence is so beautiful, and one thing i sorely miss.

musings of an emo bitch

some days, just walking through the doors, my heart still drops. so many memories still scratching at my mind, keeping things fresh and not giving me peace. it’s painful to remember you exist. i want to hate myself for ever thinking of you.

oh shehag.

i hope you are well. you’ve been visiting my dreams for several nights now. i wish i knew how to help you, old friend.

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and i dreamt of you smiling.

Shy face.

It had been a long time since i last dreamt of you. I don’t think you were able to see me though. You smiled, and at least in my mind you seemed happy.

Sleeping awake.

Sleeping all night may not be the most enjoyable thing for everyone, and wasn’t for me. My entire night of dreaming was spent frantically trying to get someone to wake me up. Each person encountered in my dream scenario i begged to wake me. It never worked. I spoke, i conversed, i interacted…but nothing. My […]

Some days…

Some days my heart still aches. I suppose I’ve only learned to hide it better.

National text your ex day Oct 30?

Such a horrible idea. Or a poor excuse.