Author Archives: flitzanu

Something about today feels broken.

I haven’t felt this sad in a long time.  I can’t quite place it all, but many memories from decades ago are washing over me.  Everything is a reminder that I’m never going to have that again.

Dear Lion,

…happy birthday.

Je t’adore

Never have I had such a loving, rewarding relationship.

This girl…

…she melts my heart, and shows me things I thought I couldn’t find.

Happy.

Be happy.  Be happier.  I have a chance to be happier right now, and I’m going to take every chance, risk all outcomes, and feel every single emotion when I’m in those moments.

I’m falling.

And I will gladly continue falling for you.

The things

There is the easy path, and there is the difficult path.  I can’t say that I often choose the easy path.  Everything I choose is so dreadfully difficult.  Are you the easy path, or are you the difficult path?  Does it matter to anyone but me? If I want something, I would move mountains and […]

and again i’m at a loss for words.

it’s ironic that someone can cause me to speak so effortlessly, and also cause me to feel complete silence.  we are back to the beginning, which is of course, the place i know best.  i don’t know where to go from here. it can be difficult to be exceptional…because it often leads to being an […]

this was certainly unexpected.

i often struggle with understanding if it’s my stupidity for walking into these situations repeatedly, or if i should spurn others for constantly pulling me into these situations. congratulations, it hurt.

It is…

Just because I’m broken doesn’t mean I need to be fixed.