Iniquity of Flitzanu

I’m utterly conflicted. There are a thousand things I want to say right now, and also zero things worth saying. I’m truly shocked and floored. Alas, why should I be? Every mouth around me told me what would happen, yet I STILL fucking defended and denied. Is this truly what I’ve always been? A worthless […]

You’ve officially crossed the fucking line. Don’t knock on the door of a monster, because the monster may just knock back. You’ve been spared thus far, don’t tempt being devoured. I know every single word to drop you to your knees.

Surgery last Friday went through with no complications. I’ve been sleeping a lot, not a whole lot of pain. Each day is a little better or a little worse, only time will tell. I still have weeks of healing and improvement to look forward to. Thanks everyone for the support!

You really are just like them…plastic and hollow. So many things were so undeserved and so unappreciated.

The worst thing about being lied to is simply knowing you weren’t worth the truth. -Unknown

I wish you a beautifully happy birthday my love. You truly do not realize how special a person you are and how uniquely wonderful you are. To not only be honored to have simply conversed with a person of your wonderment, but to have the honor to call you my friend is a gift i […]

Cover my love with your oil stained tears, pile me in the corner where your dreams used to be, ignite me with the last spark of my heart, watch the wasted years burn within the single instant you closed your eyes, cover your soul with my ruined ashes to remind you that I was only […]

seriously…everyone should check this out. it’s pretty interesting and deeply observational… http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t251986/  

will you remember the times i looked at you, will you remember how i touched your skin? will you ignore the way i treated you, will you ignore how things could’ve been? will you forget so easily the things i did for you, will you forget how broken your soul was? will you cast aside […]

so the year ended. and what is there to say about it? amidst the multiple positive things…and the negative things…i don’t even know how i feel about it now. where to begin. though it wasn’t part of 2010, my 2009 ended beautifully with an amazing xmas eve…leading into the new year. day 1 of january […]