“You know, it didn’t matter how many times I heard, I can’t see you two together. This shouldn’t be a statement to make either couple feel like the better one, obviously if you’re too different for her friends it’s prolly true that she didn’t match up wiht yours either. It always made me mad- that […]
I asked for the opposite of you, I got what I asked for..another me. … I’ve decided this must be how it is for me. If there is a soulmate out there for me, someone must have stolen him, as I am engaged to someone elses. Isn’t that a scary thought? Just as I am […]
i’ll never fully organize the thoughts in my head…. how much should it hurt to leave words unsaid? how much should we regret those last actions that we never took? how much does it even matter? i feel alive through the pain and worry, sometimes even thinking that if i’m consoled that i may simply […]
I want your last words to be “just fucking leave me alone.” I want that to be all you remember, and all that I was worth to you. It fucking kills me that I care about you. I break every night with you in my dreams. Why can you not just go away and […]
All bullshit. Fucked up bullshit. No one in their right mind would believe it. They only want someone to be in the same shitty predicament as themselves, and that’s nothing I can defend. Choose your own battles and who you defend. Perhaps it’s true. I’m the one up at 330am still losing sleep. I’m […]
You’ve officially crossed the fucking line. Don’t knock on the door of a monster, because the monster may just knock back. You’ve been spared thus far, don’t tempt being devoured. I know every single word to drop you to your knees. And even still… …my bed is the one place I still fear, the […]
The end and i saw the skies burning, the horrible red flash in the sky…the rumbling of the ground as the devastation hurled closer. i sat with you, in my car, holding you in my arms, and me in yours, as we cried…and in mournful pain said “i love you…”, and you hurtfully replied “i […]
a beautiful disaster. how much you exclaimed you wanted this, and then when presented, how quickly you turned away. what should i believe anymore about all those words? all those emails? where is the truth? was this ever really what you wanted? oh how i loved you, my dear sweet Kellie….
i’ve neglected writing for a while, so now it’s time to return. probably not a lot here, but click over on the right for “iniquity” or “here” for my newer tumblr blog to see my latest thoughts.
If only I had one last night with you, dear sweet kellie, one last night to prove how much I love you.
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