Author Archives: flitzanu

all the simplicity

such simple things…always seem to have the most profound effect. trivial things said…lowly actions acknowledged…minute details observed… so many things about to (hopefully) change, and it’s about time. i just hope all of them do.

my time has arrived.

After reclusive and solitary Capricorn comes Aquarius, the most outgoing and receptive of all the zodiac signs. Aquarius lies opposite Leo, the sign that seeks full realization of the ego. The Aquarian dream is to merge that ego with the very cosmos. Aquarius, the Water Bearer, pours forth into culture the waters of new life. […]

after a pint of vodka and a pack of smokes…

i want you in my arms…i miss you…i love you. i wish you were here with me now to make me feel whole again.

….

some assholes need to mind their own fucking business and shut the fuck up.

it’s a shame.

Hate me for what I am and not for what you want me to be I don’t give a damn if you don’t give a damn about me -Twiztid “Get off me”

sleepless musings…

i can’t find sleep…maybe the rift i created is keeping me from relaxing. my mind and heart isn’t comfortable with the distance i formed, but i want to fix it. i want nothing more than to repair the things i’ve done…and to keep them repaired, because you’re worth it. every damn minute. i’ve seen my […]

Home.

NIN–Home Everything Is catching up with me I awake To find i’m not at all where I Should be And it feels I’m getting to the end And it’s hard To figure out what’s real And what’s Pretend To break from what We’re tied to God knows How much i’ve tried to And I am […]

i just want my daniel…

…is all you muttered, over and over.  you whimpered and cried to me how you wanted to be with me so much, how you love me, how you just wanted your daniel. you kept telling C that i was the best, you kept asking her to call me so you could hear my voice…never have […]

thank you

thanks to everyone that reads…i just broke 20,000 total views for my blog.

melt again.

i know it kills you each time you realize i’m not perfect. i stumble like the rest of them, i have shitty emotions that i can’t always hide. sometimes i wish i could. but please continue believing in me…you’re one of very few that has, and i don’t want to lose that. i got tripped […]