Author Archives: flitzanu

new evidence of artifacts on the moon?

honestly, tell me that you can claim this looks like anything else. read it, look at it, look at it again. look at this picture SEVERAL times and TELL me that it’s just a rock. set aside your empirical beliefs for merely five minutes and look…look with an open mind, not with a mind taught […]

yay for birds!

happy thanksgiving everyone. ——— Josie Davis Happy Turkey Day!!! Reply5 years ago ~Princess of Pain~ Happy Thanksgiving…..Let me know about tonight! Reply5 years ago Blue Turkey=beast, not bird! Those things are so damn scary! Reply5 years ago

i missed out last night….:(

didn’t make it to the Secret Post and Attrition show, in case anyone was wondering. just didn’t work to plan. so…sorry to anyone who was looking for me and thank you for those who wondered if i was ok 🙂 i’ll be making the Post show on friday though, dammit.

some days…

…just suck more than others. “it astounds you how they can be so smooth, how they seem to pass through life as if life itself was some divine gift, and it infuriates you to watch yourself with your apparent skill at finding every way possible to screw it up” -henry rollins     ——— Mike […]

more sleepytime goodness.

well, not really goodness.  more like stressfulness. there are too many players from my dream last night to remember and to accurately discuss, but most of them weren’t the focus anyway. some reason Shehag was in it, i don’t know how i got there…i was in a house with her, a huge house…i mean HUGE.  […]

i’ve wondered…

is she still watching? does she still see? how often am i observed? do my words fall on broken and empty hearts? you’re fine without me…i realize this now… i wanted to be the one to save you, but i was only the one to show you your true path…

the incessant thoughts…

you’ve been the thing i’ve wanted to see, the times i’ve wanted to have, the hands i’ve wanted to feel. in a dark time when i was ready to admit defeat…i found something.  something that shines…something that makes me smile.  at first i thought it was a fleeting moment…but it grew.  my eyes used to […]

stereotypes exist for a reason.

/begin rant and social observation/ a close friend of mine spurred my thoughts on this…and i guess it has grown to the point of needing to say something about it. the argument is the same…we hear it all the time…but seriously, why in the FUCK do girls love douchebag guys?  sure sure, the small percentage […]

a different dream.

something was strange last night…i should say this morning…i nodded off early, maybe 3am and woke up about 7:30am. i couldn’t sleep of course, so i stayed up for a couple hours, then tried to sleep again. i knew though, that doing that would only increase my chances of…well, other things. i tend to have […]

sometimes…you’ll never know.

i hurt…more often than you know.  i don’t like the decisions i’ve had to make, i don’t like the person i’ve been and the person i sometimes become.  i never wanted to hurt anyone.  i always do though, and always the ones closest to me.  they never see it, they never see what hides right […]