Author Archives: flitzanu

Mistakes.

I’ve made many mistakes in my life.  Thankfully I feel I’ve been able to atone for them, or at least to offer my apologies.  And in my life, there have been many mistakes I’ve chosen not to make, by taking the higher ground…and I nearly feel regretful for not acting more human in those situations […]

Destiny.

You don’t always achieve your dreams. Most often, actually, you never will.  Live in the moments you find, and never seek further. Pursuing happiness is generally futile.

Flitzanu in Real Life – #23 – Moments

  http://youtu.be/vxxg43zvxgQ  

And still

I just want that girl who will stay up all night watching horror with me.

Watch “Lords of Acid – The Most Wonderful Girl (Lust alb…” on YouTube

Lords of Acid – The Most Wonderful Girl (Lust alb…: http://youtu.be/l23DI4WdXXA Thank god for sexy distractions…

Watch “Twiztid – The Argument” on YouTube

Twiztid – The Argument: http://youtu.be/bPg0BvDxqIE Each day passes, each day I forget.  Some days I just want my brain to feel functional instead of living in this haze.

Watch “Incubus – stellar” on YouTube

Incubus – stellar: http://youtu.be/4mx1qzYXOTI

Blades pt 2.

Now I’m given the decision to undergo real surgery to fix a topical issue, and healing will be insanely miserable and heinous, and I will be bedridden for two weeks suffering to heal.  It isn’t necessary for life, but removes complications and inconveniences.  What to do, what to do. 

Battle still rages.

Though it still rages, the heart is gradually losing. One day it is likely going to disappear. Attraction is quite a fickle thing, even though I don’t like to admit it. She’s pretty and weird, and I’m becoming curious.

the blade.

not looking for sympathy or well wishes, as this is nothing serious, but i may be going under the knife tomorrow for some fixin’ of my body.  if i’m absent much, that’s because i’m probably in a lot of pain and have nothing funny to say tomorrow 🙂