Category Archives: dreams

Visions from my sleeping mind.

I’ve found a new place

suddenly this has become a new nightmare. I lose track of time and even space, and have had trouble finding my way back. given the chance, all I do is sleep, and in that sleep, I can’t wake up. I mean literally that I can’t wake up. I feel trapped in places that I don’t […]

ghosts of christmas.

the past several nights have been full of dreams. i’ve dreamt of my ghosts…ghosts from the past, present, and future. i saw the lion, and that was painful. everything felt current, and felt real, and i still have trouble sorting that one out. it was like everything started again exactly where it left off, with […]

No surfin colorado.

I’ve forgotten what it’s like to dream.  All lines have been so badly blurred by chemical reactions that nothing ever felt real anymore, especially not dreams. Within those blurred lines I had glimpses of “me” still somewhere waiting, and I’ve had no way to…remember. The catalyst was simply changing chemicals. Now, I remember everything, and […]

Day dreams 8/2/14

I dreamt I was given power to destroy the world by God, and later found out that I wasn’t quite human.  Later not her beings from different planets came down to conquer and to get rid of me as the evidence. All the powers of gods, within my mind and hands.

my mind must be broken.

i dreamt of her again. seems i was in Florida at Disney i believe…i know i wasn’t in town. i was walking through a crowd and then felt someone behind me, and saw her as i glanced back. my heart sank, i felt angry, sad, disgusted, regretful, fearful…and i wanted to disappear. i ended up […]

always waking up.

had a dream last night about flirting. i feel like i knew who this girl was, but i didn’t remember after i woke up. i dremt of being shy…and flirting…and her flirting back. innocence is so beautiful, and one thing i sorely miss.

oh shehag.

i hope you are well. you’ve been visiting my dreams for several nights now. i wish i knew how to help you, old friend.

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and i dreamt of you smiling.

Shy face.

It had been a long time since i last dreamt of you. I don’t think you were able to see me though. You smiled, and at least in my mind you seemed happy.

Sleeping awake.

Sleeping all night may not be the most enjoyable thing for everyone, and wasn’t for me. My entire night of dreaming was spent frantically trying to get someone to wake me up. Each person encountered in my dream scenario i begged to wake me. It never worked. I spoke, i conversed, i interacted…but nothing. My […]