After reclusive and solitary Capricorn comes Aquarius, the most outgoing and receptive of all the zodiac signs. Aquarius lies opposite Leo, the sign that seeks full realization of the ego. The Aquarian dream is to merge that ego with the very cosmos. Aquarius, the Water Bearer, pours forth into culture the waters of new life. […]

i want you in my arms…i miss you…i love you. i wish you were here with me now to make me feel whole again.

some assholes need to mind their own fucking business and shut the fuck up.

Hate me for what I am and not for what you want me to be I don’t give a damn if you don’t give a damn about me -Twiztid “Get off me”

i can’t find sleep…maybe the rift i created is keeping me from relaxing. my mind and heart isn’t comfortable with the distance i formed, but i want to fix it. i want nothing more than to repair the things i’ve done…and to keep them repaired, because you’re worth it. every damn minute. i’ve seen my […]

NIN–Home Everything Is catching up with me I awake To find i’m not at all where I Should be And it feels I’m getting to the end And it’s hard To figure out what’s real And what’s Pretend To break from what We’re tied to God knows How much i’ve tried to And I am […]

thanks to everyone that reads…i just broke 20,000 total views for my blog.

i know it kills you each time you realize i’m not perfect. i stumble like the rest of them, i have shitty emotions that i can’t always hide. sometimes i wish i could. but please continue believing in me…you’re one of very few that has, and i don’t want to lose that. i got tripped […]

And the wet washed clean. I am not the wife, forgotten, seconded to technology. I am not the one night. I am not the woman impressed with gifts, wealth, bought for breeding, and punished to change. I am not the emotional attaché to cure. I am not the audience for admiration, or a physician. I […]

the saline reflections of my regret drip down my face, mirroring the pain i’ve caused you. the shades of red and shades of grey, were not colors i intended to do. often my words seem to fail me, they don’t paint the pictures i want. tonight my words wanted visions of smiles and giggles, but […]