my binge is ending, and i’m going to sleep. i’ve been up since 5pm thursday, and it’s now like 430am saturday…omg i’m getting delirious. and really bored.

my house has become infested with fleas…and i mean INFESTED. like, within only a few days of seeing like one flea on occasion, i’m now bombarded with them….i’ve been hit with about 5 or 6 just for sitting down for 20 seconds. time to bomb the house and try to figure out where teh fuck […]

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and once again the precious sun is rising…and i’m still awake to see it alone.

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no one is ever as happy as they appear to be. of course everyone busts me on my self-contradiction of how i want to appear so cold and then find myself falling for yet another silly girl, and it’s true. i don’t feel anything. but i WANT to feel something. who is to say that […]

i should get paid for doing this video editing stuff….but then i’d probly enjoy it less if i did it as a real job.

something is drastically missing from my life, and i’m a bit hesitant and unsure to admit it. i’ve always missed crystal, she was beautiful and we had a great time together, and at the same time she isn’t what i’m lacking. if things had been different her life would not be the way it is […]

i feel i’m being ignored from several different angles now and i’m not sure why….and if you question it, then you should question if you feel guilty about it.