being happy rules. seems like my ideas of what happiness are keep being recreated and molded into new things, and i think most of it comes with maturity levels. i’ve heard some things lately that would cause a lot of fear and confusion, but it simply made a bond grow stronger. i don’t scare that […]

If you judge people you have no time to love them. –Mother Teresa

my body and mind are reeling in exquisite beauty much like i’m in an afterglow of having wonderful sex…. but i didn’t….and i don’t plan to, sex seems trite to the happiness i’ve found in simply being in good company. blessed be, my friends….the gods shall smile upon us all.

i’ve been pretty good with relating emotion into words, but lately it seems that the human language doesn’t have many adjectives that can describe the things that have been happening in my life…so we’ll go with this: things are absolutely wonderful. and btw my email is still fuxx0red, trying to figure it all out, so […]

my reality has finally surpassed my fantasy….dreams can’t TOUCH the feelings i am having right now……”top of the world” is more like an understatement. and i’m running late for work as usual.

i have never had so much fun in my gd life…aside from seeing my most favorite band in the world, gwar, i was sharing it with someone more special than i thought possible. she has proven to be something i never thought i would be able to find….someone with whom i can be myself, totally, […]

holy hell…how did this happen to me? i’ve never before found something so honest and pure…i got to see stacey in a “normal” mood tonight…just down to earth and such, and it felt so NORMAL….like it wasn’t affecting the new “relationship” that we are sharing, like i had been friends with her for ages and […]

i can’t even put into words the air that surrounds my life now….things have become so much clearer…i feel like i’ve been on top of the world for the entire week, all because of one magical soul…i found my winged creature i’ve sought for so long, one that truly understands, one that truly sees with […]

*sigh* i can’t sleep. i dozed off in the middle of watching tv around midnight and woke up around 2am….and now…..YEP, can’t sleep. i guess this is the time i should be using to keep cleaning, thursday (today, i suppose) is the first day stacey will come visit my realm…i should make most of it […]

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