gawd i should stop trying to be nice all the time. i give and give and give….i feel like i’m back to where i was, so perhaps it has been a learning and cathartic experience, i realize where i stand with most women i meet. makes me feel like some people aren’t what you think […]

i got my stretching taper needles in the mail today….i’m going to stretch some piercings now. bigger is better, they say, perhaps it will help. yea, bad joke. i’m cutting my focking hair off too, i’m sick of me, i’m sick of the look, i’m sick of whatever. don’t ask why i try or why […]

i had a WONDERFUL fucking night tonight, i couldn’t even explain it if i tried. things just felt so….i dunno, perfect. kinda makes me ecstatic and depressed all at once. the ecstatic outlives the depressed part though. i still find her beautiful in ever way….i don’t feel any comparison toward her, i don’t offer any […]

i’ve had several wishes and desires for the past several months, and one of them i must say “technically” came true, i’ve wished for that someone to be here waiting for me when i got home, to see a car in the parking lot…the whole experience of not being utterly alone in this cold fucking […]

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events of such magnitude sometimes seem so important but yet always leave you wondering how significant they really were. have you done anything important lately? has anything in your recent life truly mattered to anyone but yourself? so what if it hasn’t…who gives a fuck. people aren’t worth worrying about all day or all night, […]

Henry Rollins – I know you ———————————————————————————– I know you You were too short You had bad skin You couldn’t talk to them very well Words didn’t seem to work They lied when they came out of your mouth You tried so hard to understand them You wanted to be part of what was happening […]

work….blah….saw marvin today, he’s doing well from what he said, i’m so glad for some of these people that have escaped the black claws of the toys r us kingdom…there are just some things i loathe about that business and company…those black claws aren’t grabbing me though. i’m preferring to work simply as an hourly […]

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