my voice of reason has ultimately left me.  i don’t want to feel so lost, but so often i do.  my one constant thing in life is…gone.  some days i just want to hear your pleasantries and tidings of good cheer, they always brightened my day.  it didn’t matter how far separated you truly were…it […]

i’m going to add a few of my favorite xmas songs, so…enjoy my…interesting taste. soon, not yet. give me time to add them. *edit…i’ve added 3 of them via a flash mp3 player to my profile. i know some of you may not like them, so be warned!*

happy thanksgiving everyone. ——— Josie Davis Happy Turkey Day!!! Reply5 years ago ~Princess of Pain~ Happy Thanksgiving…..Let me know about tonight! Reply5 years ago Blue Turkey=beast, not bird! Those things are so damn scary! Reply5 years ago

is she still watching? does she still see? how often am i observed? do my words fall on broken and empty hearts? you’re fine without me…i realize this now… i wanted to be the one to save you, but i was only the one to show you your true path…

you’ve been the thing i’ve wanted to see, the times i’ve wanted to have, the hands i’ve wanted to feel. in a dark time when i was ready to admit defeat…i found something.  something that shines…something that makes me smile.  at first i thought it was a fleeting moment…but it grew.  my eyes used to […]

/begin rant and social observation/ a close friend of mine spurred my thoughts on this…and i guess it has grown to the point of needing to say something about it. the argument is the same…we hear it all the time…but seriously, why in the FUCK do girls love douchebag guys?  sure sure, the small percentage […]

i hurt…more often than you know.  i don’t like the decisions i’ve had to make, i don’t like the person i’ve been and the person i sometimes become.  i never wanted to hurt anyone.  i always do though, and always the ones closest to me.  they never see it, they never see what hides right […]

have i lost my voice? “…replay the part, you stole my heart, i should have known you’re crazy…”    “so bittersweet this tragedy, won’t ask for absolution..  this melody, inside of me, still searches for solution… a twist of fate, a change of heart, kills my infatuation… a broken heart, to hide the spark, for my […]

i’ll build you, i’ll destroy you, i’ll placate you, i’ll annoy you. i’ll fuck you, i’ll sate you, i’ll love you, i’ll hate you. i’ll build you, i’ll break you, i’ll give you, i’ll take you. i’ll be who you want, i’ll be who you don’t, i’ll be all those things that the other guys […]

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