in the words of Dr. Frankenfurter…. “…i’m not much of a man by the light of day, but by night i’m one HELL of a lover….”

patience –g n r ——- Shed a tear cause I’m missing you I’m still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn’t sure But you , set my mind at ease There is no doubt you’re in my heart now Said woman take it slow It’ll […]

Walk Can’t you see I’m easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you… You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I’ve got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been Belong […]

“Whoever said it is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all has never been in love. For to have loved and lost is the greatest loss of all. For to love is to love forever if not forever then it is not love, but merely infatuation. To love someone […]

the cycle of the relationship paper….again. It is amazing how quickly things can change. We live our daily lives mostly unsure of where we are headed until that one day when things become clear. So what happens when life begins to make sense? We often lose sight of all those things we were intent on […]

there has always been a pattern in my life, i do these things to myself…karma was waiting to stab me on what i had done, but i acted like i didnt fucking care…and now it’s just coming back at me. its what i get for fucking with people’s lives i suppose. i’ve been crying all […]

again….when things are great…why do we constantly look for something different? is it because we don’t believe things are as good as they really are? or is it that we don’t trust ourselves to handle the fragile situations…. maybe this just wasn’t the right time and place.

and i didnt get my blueberry cheesecake…..

im sitting here with my stomach wrenched…i hurt, i’m sad, i’m depressed, i have that upset feeling like i have lost something so dear to me…and i’m not sure i totally understand why. my head keeps filling with so many things that we’ve said to each other out of fear, anger, love, bitterness….and i’m so […]

Some of you people will never be ready for me…