and my horoscope… Quickie: A choice is pulling you inside out. You’ll feel much better once you make it. Overview: Take it one step at a time, even if you’re sure you’ve stumbled across the love of your life, and if you don’t act fast, they might disappear. If they’re who you think they are, […]

i had some crazy dreams too…….. ah, and the other part, i was with all my high school gang of friends i hang out with now, and we were going to the movies or something, we had like 20 people with us, and i was late getting inside because someone kept talking to me when […]

need you dream you find you taste you use you scar you fuck you break you –eraser NIN so i watched The Forgotten the other night…they had scenes of people being sucked into the sky…and it pains me to watch because i’ve dreamt of those things for a LONG time now…most people dream about falling, […]

my desire and anxiousness to kiss you even now is still as great as it was before the first time…

so…i’ve noticed a few journals are missing from my friends list. do what you think is easiest for you. on other topics…my life is good, nearly great, i don’t have many complaints. i haven’t written as much, i’ve kept myself a bit more physically active and haven’t been at home much. i’ve started working out […]

“(s)AINT” I don’t care if your world is ending today I wasn’t invited to it anyway You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart But now I’m not an artist I’m a fucking work of art I’ve got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only […]

ruiner –nin ——————————————————————————– you had all of them on your side didn’t you? didn’t you? you believed in all your lies didn’t you? didn’t you? the ruiner’s got a lot to prove he’s got nothing to lose and now he made you believe the ruiner’s your only friend well he’s the living end to the […]

maybe you’re right…maybe it isn’t me….mabe love just isnt enough. “i love you daniel” and mayvbe that isn’t enough..i always thoguth it was, but i cold be wrong. so tell me agaain? you don’t have broad shoulders. you dont listen to the same music. you dont danc3 the sam e way. you act jealous of […]

ok, i had dreams last night of seeing crystal and her family (well her mom and sisters), and i was in their house and her bf showed up. it was awkward, but we talked, i told him i don’t begrudge him or anything that happened, and that i’ve wanted to meet him and for us […]

so let me digress…. i’ve stretched a couple of piercings….i stretched my 12g navels to 8g rings now, i like the look, it looks a bit painful and red right now though. i’m hoping they hold up and don’t migrate like bastards. i also found the time and emotion to stretch my apadravya…and omg i […]