If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

i no longer want to dream of lions. i no longer want to remember.

There is a lady sweet and kind, Was never face so pleased my mind; I did but see her passing by, And yet I love her till I die. Her gesture, motion and her smiles, Her wit, her voice, my heart beguiles, Beguiles my heart, I know not why, And yet I love her till I die. Her free behavior, winning looks, Will make a lawyer burn his books. I touched her not, alas, not I, And yet i love her till i die. Had I her fast betwixt mine arms, Judge you that think such sports were harms, Were’t any harm? No, no, fie fie! For I will love her till I die. Should I remain confined there, So long as Phoebus in his sphere, I to request, she to deny, Yet would I lover her till I die. Cupid is winged and doth range; her country so my love doth change, But change she earth, or change she sky, Yet will I love her till I die.

take notice because it’s pretty fucking accurate…i first read this back in 2002. Name: daniel self January 27 1977 8:30 AM Time Zone is CST claremore, OK Rising Sign is in 27 Degrees Aquarius You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself — it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual — emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective. Sun is in 07 Degrees Aquarius. You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important to you as long as they do not try to tie you down by making too many emotional demands on you. Your thoughts are offbeat and you’re a bit eccentric, but not always very changeable. As a matter of fact, you can be quite stubborn at times. Very fair-minded when dealing with large groups or broad issues, you are not always emotionally sensitive to the needs of individuals. Extremely objective, with good powers of observation, you would be qualified to study technical and complicated subjects, like science, computers or maybe even astrology. Moon is in 11 Degrees Taurus. Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover — others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn — your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied. Mercury is in 12 Degrees Capricorn. You are a careful thinker, very cautious and conservative. You are quite skillful at organizing, directing and planning activities. Practical and useful things interest you — you are not attracted to abstract thoughts or ideas. With your tendency to be highly focused and very goal-oriented, you have a good head for business. But beware of a tendency to be narrow-minded and dogmatic. Your sense of humor tends toward being earthy and slapstick crude. Venus is in 24 Degrees Pisces. You have a dreamy, fanciful, romantic nature and a very creative imagination. Indeed, at times, your private fantasies are more appealing than the reality around you and it is difficult for you to leave them. You tend to be unselfish and giving in relationships and are extremely sensitive of the needs of others. Be very sure that those you help are worthy of your devotion and are not merely taking advantage of your innocence and naivete. Mars is in 20 Degrees Capricorn. Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top. Jupiter is in 21 Degrees Taurus. Growth only occurs for you after you have found a stable lifestyle and a dependable, protective and secure environment. You are at your best when those around you provide you with a great deal of affection and support. When you feel insecure or threatened, you tend to become possessive and grasping and self- indulgent. You are an inveterate collector with an expensive preference for all the good things that life has to offer. Saturn is in 13 Degrees Leo. Extremely self-reliant, you set very high standards of conduct and decorum for yourself, and you expect others with whom you associate to be that way, too. It is important that you had a strong father figure or role model early in life to mold your life course and direction. When you feel that those around you are unworthy or behaving badly, you withdraw, preferring solitude rather than associating with those who might besmirch your reputation. Uranus is in 11 Degrees Scorpio. You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems. Neptune is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the “global village.” Pluto is in 14 Degrees Libra. For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society’s attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments — they will not be entered into lightly. N. Node is in 28 Degrees Libra. You find it very difficult to be comfortable being alone — you would much prefer to be in an environment where many people are working together toward common goals. Your charming and sincere approach to others assures your popularity — you have the gift of being able to ease tensions just by your mere presence. You’re the perfect “team player” willing to sacrifice your own importance so that the group goal can be accomplished. Be careful, however, not to become overly dependent on your interactions with others — you have personal private needs that should not be neglected.

happy fucking valentine’s day, especially to those who least deserve it. those of you that DO, well, someone else will be telling you happy valentine’s day, so don’t take it from me.

You laugh at me because I’m different, I laugh at you because you’re all the same.

Daily Overview for February 14, 2005 Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast Quickie: You may think your words are missing their target, but you just hit the bulls-eye. Overview: Gushy? Mushy? Sappy? You? You’re going to hate hearing this, but yes indeedy, you certainly will be all of the above. You won’t feel bad about it, either. You’ve got two good excuses: It’s Valentine’s Day, and you’re sweet on someone. mother fuckers.

Growth only occurs for you after you have found a stable lifestyle and a dependable, protective and secure environment. You are at your best when those around you provide you with a great deal of affection and support. When you feel insecure or threatened, you tend to become possessive and grasping and self- indulgent. — yes i do. insecure or threatened…i tend to become possessive and grasping and self-indulgent.

——————— Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I’d think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I’d stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I’d give my life for just one kiss I’d live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you We’ve had our share of hard times But that’s the price we paid And through it all we kept the promise that we made I swear you’ll never be lonely Woke up to the sound of pouring rain Washed away a dream of you But nothing else could ever take you away ‘Cause you’ll always be my dream come true Oh my darling, I love you Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you

so this weekend… well thursday was fucked up…my premonition happened…i knew things would change that night, and they did…levels of respect were crossed and broken with seemingly no apprehension or thought…so be it. friday i went to the movies, saw Precinct 13…good flick. hung out with a friend and watched Reality Bites…my thoughts on that i already posted. saturday…went to the bar…had some drinks..started feeling sick like i was catching a cold and left a bit early…stopped by to see danya and talked for a while…good times. today…i went and played softball…got some aggression out at least…had a good time. i’m getting old, so it’s time to start being a jock. besides…thats what people want, right? went to visit my parents and played with my niece…watched Shark’s Tale…funny movie. this weekend was hard…not as bad as last weekend, but still difficult. so many things i want to express, so many things that will no longer happen…but whatever. situations can be easily replaced with other people. i can pretend just as easily as anyone else. i gave the crush her valentine’s present on friday as well…something i probably made a mistake in buying, but i don’t regret doing it. i felt the same even with the situation as it is…my heart can’t close as quickly as some will show. i guess i wanted something cathartic…i guess it felt like the end, like that was all…and i’ll remember the look on her face. i’m sure it doesn’t matter anyway, i’ve only wanted to know that i’m not the only one that feels this way, but i’m asking for the wrong reactions. i hope she has the reminder of everything….every time the sun sets, every time the darkness fills the night…every time the pins of light are shining in the sky…i hope you remember me and all that i tried to show you. know that it was always you, and that i meant all the things i ever showed and said to you. none of it was for false intentions and you know that. my heart is more pure than you were ready to see.