Umberto Eco: The Name of the Rose. You are a
mystery novel dealing with theology, especially
with catholic vs liberal issues. You search
wisdom and knowledge endlessly, feeling that
learning is essential in life.

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————————————————- MountainWings A MountainWings Moment #4337 Wings Over The Mountains of Life ————————————————- If You Suffer ============= If you suffer at the hands of an evil man, forgive him lest there be two evil men.

well, i dreamt of crush (again) last night…it’s becoming perpetual. maybe it’s the only time we can play together. i don’t remember much of it, just that my earring was crooked and she fixed it. its really nice that i at least get to “spend time” with her on the phone since i can’t really do it in person. i know it’s bad……i should have just kept my distance to begin with….but it’s just too hard to shut all this off. it was unfortunate that you were a mere 10 minutes away from me when both of us wanted someone to cuddle.

tonight i’m reading through my old journal posts that i erased from the public view…they don’t need to be seen, not now. too much misplaced emotion in most of it. but i will be posting a few snippets that are worth mentioning that still hold relevance… Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002 7:19 pm King Midass well…ever feel like everything you touch doesn’t exactly turn into gold? *sigh* the moment i touch anyone…their lives become complex and disillusioned…why me, i often wonder….why me. Current Mood: sad —

such a great song…had to share……sing along, you know the words…. ———- the only time -NIN ——————————————————————————– i’m drunk and right now i am so in love with you and i don’t want to think too much about what we should or shouldn’t do lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car nothing quite like the feel of something new maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up in you maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up in you maybe i’m all messed up this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive i swear i just found everything i need the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me well i want to wrap it up and swim in it until i drown my moral standing is lying down nothing quite like the feel of something new maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up in you maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up maybe i’m all messed up in you maybe i’m all messed up this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive maybe i’m all messed up in you this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive

Hey Hot Stuff, Can’t wait till you get over that guy you were with. He sounds like a real jerk. HOpe it’s soon. You’re way too tasty to be alone for too long. Come find me. I’m out here waiting. –Your Future

another excerpt from the book “he’s just not that into you” so ladies, pay attention. i’ve told most of you this too, so now you don’t have to just take my word for it. — Do you think a bad guy can change into a good guy, within a relationship? I’m loath to say this to someone who might be coming from an unhappy situation and is wanting me to validate it. I believe that anything is possible. However, my experience has been that most men do not change, and the ones I’ve seen change only changed when they met new women.

i asked a few questions tonight, and got a few answers that i found at least comforting. it’s nice to know that certain things would have been said regardless of intoxication, and only that the beer helps to give the courage to say them…. 🙂 oh, and i smoked my last cigarette…i’ve now officially stopped smoking. ….thanks for the hug…..i really was yearning for it…..to at least feel you close if only for a second.

ok, i just finished the book, “he’s just not that into you,” and everyone needs to read it. well, especially women. it was written by greg behrendt and liz tuccillo and is around $14. women, it will change your perspective of guys and how they act…and i can only hope that you girls will BELIEVE what is said. men…well, if you’re an asshole, you’re still gonna be an asshole but hopefully girls will catch on and tell you to fuck off. it really made me think about some of the things i’ve done, i can relate to a few of the actions of the guys, and i guess i’m realizing maybe i should be honest if i’m “just not that into” someone. i shouldn’t hide it or lie about it. anyway…i also like how he mentioned “love as the verb, not the noun” in his remarks…”love” someone, don’t just HAVE love. big difference ladies…does your guy “love” you or simply love you… sure sure, i cant repeat everything from the book, just go freakin read it. my fav part of course…was from one of the little summaries dealing with “weird” guys that are supposed to be the exception…that are “nice at home and mean in public” or “dont like to cuddle after sex” or whatever, all the quirky things. the little summary was: It’s So Simple ——————— There’s a difference between eccentric and insane. “eccentric” will sometimes wear a velvet jacket. “insane” will only have sex with you when wearing it. There’s a difference between teasing and abuse. Teasing is “Bjork called. She wants her dress back.” Abuse is “boy, are you getting FAT.” But the biggest difference is you. you all are ultimately better than the treatment you are receiving from these men. ———————- ok…i really like the velvet jacket thing…reminds me of something i was told about me “wearing fur coats and eyeliner….” that’s why i title my “dating profiles” as Eccentricity Extreme…think about that one.