man, screw it…i’m just gonna take out my piercings. it isn’t helping me in any way, most people just think it’s rebellious and immature. maybe they’re right…maybe its time for me to start acting like an adult. maybe i can actually pick up chicks again if i take all the shit out of my face and everywhere else, that seems to be what most people want, anyway. time to grow up.

about cock necklaces. i will invent them and become rich.

i need something unique and drastic to happen….things are becoming stale and stagnant again. something drastic and new must occur sometime soon……i feel it, i will it…. i saw a vehicle with her name on it as well, i need to understand if i’m seeing signs for something and what actions i should take regarding them….its not often i will see a license plate with the first letter of the first name and the full last name of one of the people that plague my thoughts and pique my interest….

so i just got hit on by a hot hot stripper…she’s a bit older than me…but still…nothing makes you feel good like a super fine chick wanting your nuts…she held and caressed my hand….and kissed it…oh man. and no, i didn’t give her money, she knew one of the girls that i knew…so hmm….maybe flitz will try the stripper route again. it always worked in the past….

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well i did it monday. the piercing i’ve been thinking about for nearly a year now…finally over with. i guess subconsciously i picked march 1st, i didn’t realize until now that it was teh day i did it. such a nice way to reintroduce myself to my unluckiest lucky eventful day. march 1 has become a significant event day in my life, seems most big things that happened over the past few years happened on march 1st. and so of course i should make the move from being “this” to “that” on the same day…doing something significant to myself instead of having something significant happen to myself. i’m nearing completion, i’m nearing point b from point a. its never a clear path when we start it, and it always begins revealing itself toward the end. and now…off to soak in sea salt water.

so i’ll add another one to the list….the QT girl isn’t speaking to me anymore it seems, after a month of silence i finally saw her at work and she didn’t even acknowledge my presence. last time i saw her was at the club a month ago and nothing unusual was said or happened….so who fucking knows. again…ASK me why i’m as fucking cold as i am….this is the shit that makes people that way. why would i waste my time on a human….that’s why i’m giving no reaction….and that’s why i could care less… well most of me does.

i’m here….im just an asshole that never updates. please send donations of sex and candy to increase my posting attempts.

i think you gave me these songs from Corporate Avenger…and i’m starting to like them alot, not for the “message” but the beats…good stuff.