something tells me that i hate you. something tells me i must kill you.

happy holidays to all my friends, fans, foes, and followers. oh yeah and happy holidays to all the lj whores out there too.

yet another one…and i’ve once again fallen victim to being only “friends.” i’m starting to despise these situations. it’s not very appealing at every angle.

“sometimes i feel so worthless, sometimes i feel discarded, i wish that i could be the king, then i know that i am not alone”

you wanted perfect, you got your perfect, now i’m too perfect for someone like you.

I am Dr. Herbert West, from “Reanimator.”
I’m right. You’re wrong.

Which Random Cult Movie Character are you?
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say everybody have you seen my balls, they’re big and salty and brown, if you ever need a quick pick-me-up just stick my balls in your mouth. well i start my new “position” tomorrow, and my schedule changed to monday thru friday, 8-5. i’ve sooo got banker hours now, i think it might make me feel old or something since i’ve never had weekends off. this is going to be strange….that and everyone hates me now at work since i’ve been there like not even 3 months and get weekends off. that’s the pleasure of being awesome like me. it’s unreal how everyone seems to slip so far, all those that i thought would end up being close only seem further now that ties have been redeemed…des is nowhere to be found, courtney has all but disappeared again…and now davian is back in pain with her issues and it’s doubtful i’ll see her anytime soon either. life sometimes sucks i guess, and that’s not a complaint. i nearly forgot just how FUCKING cool Berserk the anime really is…that series is so great. nothing like a dude with a giant sword slicing people in half. it seems my friend brian is happy now, he found a great girl that i just happen to work with…and i wouldn’t say “small world” for that one, it was bound to happen i’m sure. i got a little smashed last night, so i had a good time…almost got a little sick though, i gagged up my last drink after we left. and damn that ihop was good…yumm. and i saw a hottie in a fishnet shirt, but she was pretty uppity so i just told her she had a nice hatt. ok i’m going to sleep now.

someone broke into my car last night…they drilled the driver’s side lock out to get in. nothing was gone though, so i should be thankful for that, and i’m still just pissed that someone had the nerve to do it. stupid talking monkeys. you keep pushing me toward so much non-belief, i’m surprised you people have made it this far in life without being removed or erased. my faith in humanity slips even further.

Your Heart is Red

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of course my sleep habits are still fucked up. i’m working someone else’s shift tomorrow at 9am but i’m used to the 11am thing. and i’m on the phone with danielle right now and she is making fun of me because i think trinity is hott. dammit trinity IS hott, and every internet nerd will agree with me. hopefully i will get to find out about my new job position tomorrow as well, i think i’m supposed to start next week on it. guess we’ll see. “breakfast? breakfasts come and go renee….” i’m unthinkable, i’m unstoppable. you can’t touch this with a 10 foot pole. tides are blowing like the watery winds of hell or something else that is analogically creative and redundant. and yes i just typed a lot of words that really don’t mean anything and don’t go together at all, but it sounds cool and important. kthxdie.