i went to visit courtney tonight, i can’t believe i’ve found her again. it sometimes seems unreal, and it’s weird, like i know her “5 years ago” but not really now. it’s gonna be hard to not picture her the same fresh teenager she was when we last parted, same as me of course. both of us have grown and changed, and i don’t feel any differently about her. she’s always been one of my closest bestest friends in the world, and i’m sure there is a reason that our paths crossed again, i’ve just got to let time show me what that reason was.

so i went to Potbelly’s in broken arrow last night with scott to go visit tasha, and OMG i saw my bestest oldest friend in the whole world who i haven’t talked to in over 5 years…courtney. i used to spend like every day with this girl, if we weren’t hanging out we were on the phone, and we’re talking EARLY teenage years, like i was 16 or 17 and she was 14 or 15 when we met, so A LONG TIME AGO. i could go on for hours about how awesome a time we had, but i’m hung over and i’m still fucking tired from last night/this morning. so thank you, powers that be, for allowing me the opportunity to find my old friend…scott chose the place to go, i reluctantly went out there, and voila, a part of my past resurfaced. holy crap i’m hungover.

you’re all a bunch of newbies!

so i made it back home, and most of you never noticed i was gone, so i can’t pretend this is groundbreaking news. i went to wisconsin for the weekend and had an absolute blast. the weather was great, the area was beautiful, and the women were hotx0r. SO hot that it was hard to come back to tulsa after seeing them. but alas, here i am, i can’t ignore my friends and family, and i can’t run off to some other state just because of college girls. and it is an ungodly shame that i never got to meet Kent, and i can only look forward to the time when all of us may get our spiritual chance to do so.

this song rulz alot, actually.

oh yeah, my cel phone bill is fucked and they shut it off cuz i was $20 off on my payment, so hopefully i’ll have it taken care of today, for anyone who really cares.

that whole bit about sleeping? yeah, i guess i was just kidding… i can’t fucking go to sleep for SHIT. grr.

my binge is ending, and i’m going to sleep. i’ve been up since 5pm thursday, and it’s now like 430am saturday…omg i’m getting delirious. and really bored.