if anyone is interested…come out to Empire this saturday night and help welcome my new love to the wonderful world of being 21!

we are aiming for 9pm-ish, so feel free to come say hello and happy (late) bday to her 🙂

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She B
you’re a fag. “new love” what kind of bull-shiit is that? hmmm? haha. I would not expect anything less.

Daniel said and I quote, “The whole car smelled like pickles
I stuck my toe in her ass
And tweaked her titty nipples
We fucked for about an hour
I dropped her off where I found her and went for the shower
I got home and I kicked back
Thought about the shower haha fuck that!!!
When I woke up the very next morning
I was awake but my dick was snoring
It was whistling and shooting out smoke
The head was spinning like a dayton hundred spoke
I started shaking and sweating
I had a fever
My dick was swelled up like a faygo 2 liter
It was greenish with purple bungions
And dripping blue skeet and flaking like onions
She gave me skiffilufigus no doubt
I’ma find that bitch and knock her the fuck out”

Toxic love
I’m so lonely, lonely i’m so lonely
Toxic love
Did she burn you?
Yes
Did it hurt you?
Yes
Toxic love
I’m so lonely, lonely lonely lonely

love ya
Reply(2)2 years ago

She B
its sad that you have to say, “she actually likes me” poor Danielson, but Im happy you are with someone who likes you and is not just using you
2 years ago

She B
so how long has it been? I mean I know you’ve got the anniversary date in your head somewhere…..
2 years ago

Walela
Awww….new love. How disgustingly cute. I’m going to go puke now.
Reply2 years ago

yes…i have a soft spot (hard spot??) for alanis. so suck it.

“everything” –alanis morissette

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you’ve ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you’ve connected.
I have the bravest heart that you’ve ever seen
And you’ve never met anyone
Who’s as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I’m terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I’m the funniest woman that you’ve ever known
I’m the dullest woman that you’ve ever known
I’m the most gorgeous woman that you’ve ever known
And you’ve never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything (you see everything), you see every part (you see every part )
You see all my light (you see all my light) and you love my dark (and you love my dark )
You dig everything (you dig everything) of which I’m ashamed (of which I’m ashamed)
There’s not anything (there’s not anything) to which you can’t relate (to which you can’t relate)
And you’re still here

(You see everything, you see every part)
And you’re still here
(You see all my light and you love my dark)
And you’re still here
(You dig everything of which I’m ashamed)
(There’s not anything to which you can’t relate)
And you’re still here…

i think i’ve lacked expression lately…but i’m not sure what i want to say. not yet, at least.

i’ve been watching and observing, and i’ve kept my mouth at bay…at least for a while. i think i’ve been losing my ability to censor my words and a lot of things i say just…hurt people. well, some deserve it. i haven’t wanted to sugar coat anything…but some just aren’t ready to hear unabashed truth.

i’ve distanced from a lot of people…and gotten closer to others…i don’t think i really need to point out if it’s “you” or not, it should be known or obvious. doesn’t mean i love you less, just means i need time away, time away to cleave my involvement from people and situations.

i still hate watching people making all the same mistakes, all the same choices that lead them back to what they bitch about…but i can’t fix them. i can’t make them change. hell, people don’t change…that’s why they’re all so predictable.

i miss times when things were simple…and yet i yearn for times that are complicated…

and oh yes, i have a new love…one that truly respects me for ME, appreciates all the smallest things i do along with the biggest things too…one that complements me well.

and right now, i miss her.

———–
Tisha Penn
I am a person that says the brutally honest truth even if it hurts. And I want the same back to me. My biggest pet-peeve is when people say they are going to do something and they don’t follow through, like you said. There are a lot of people that are fake as hell that act like they are real, but you are a VERY good judge of character, you always have been. I loved talking to you because you were so intellectual and a smartass too. LOL I love you for that. I have know you for a long time. I wish I was closer to you, so we could reconnect as closer friends as we were when we were young. But I tried to fix things in my family & friends for so many years and change the way people treated each other. I finally said, “That’s it, no more.” And the stress level is so much better. I have to tell you I lost closeness with my family and I lost a lot of friends, but that told me something. I was always calling, I was always doing everything for everyone, no one was doing anything for me.
I wish for whatever reason you are missing this special angel to you that understands you and you feel so much at ease, but if you ever need your longtime friends. You KNOW we are just a phone call away or a drive away. I luv ya! 🙂
Reply2 years ago

my old friend john…

all those hours spent on our long bus ride to and from school, listening to all that heavy metal…and loudly, i might add…forcing everyone else to listen as well…gwar, metallica, guns n roses…and our awesome rendition of tesla’s remake of “signs” and us recognizing that we’re the “long haired freaky people.”

both of us being scrawny little bastards in junior high and trying to carry bags as big as us full of all our schoolbooks…hah. you’d think it woulda built SOME muscle, right? never 🙂

and where did the time go after high school?

you moved off, we lost touch…and so recently you came back, and it sucks that we didn’t hang out more. of course, we always want to say that when we lose someone, but i don’t think it makes it any less valid. i’m glad you came to my bday party…

and now…you won’t make it to my next bday, and i won’t make it to yours. i hate my friends being taken away. we grew up together, and this isn’t supposed to happen.

one minute…i take for granted that someone will be there…and the next…i get a phone call about a tragic accident and now i’m never going to see my friend again.

it always seems like such a dream, that these things don’t really happen. but they do. sigh. i’ve been lucky to not have this happen much in my life. i love you john, even though we really weren’t all that close anymore…but all those years count for something.

i’m not ready for tomorrow.

i’m not ready to deal with this face to face.

i’m going to break down, and i’m supposed to be the one to lean on…i can’t be strong for anyone tomorrow, i’m sorry, i know you’ll all understand…but i just won’t have it in me.

john, you remind us that we are human, that we are easily damaged, that we are easily broken. you remind us that we can be taken away at a moment’s notice. you remind us that we are fallible. you remind us that we always say we’re going to cherish the time we have with others, yet we always fall back in our patterns and never live up to those words.

i will see you for the last time tomorrow my friend. you’ll always be in my heart and in my mind, and you will be missed by so many. your words, your smile, your heart. blessed be, my old friend.

——–
Tisha Penn
When I heard about that sweet, wonderful friend I grew up with I was in shock. I am still in shock, along with so many others. Daniel, I wish I could be there with you. I am in Nebraska and heard too late. I have, along with others, many stories that I would be happy to share with you my dear friend Daniel. So if you EVER want to send me a message or call me, I will send you my cell number. I am with everyone in spirit and so wish I could be there to blow my kiss to my blessed friend John goodbye.

God be with everyone, and R.I.P. John, we will always love and think of you!!
Reply2 years ago

Lisa Calloway
Daniel, I wish I could take away your pain. All I can do is be here for you. Any time you want to talk about John, I’ll talk with you. I have some good stories to share with you of the few times he and I spent together when he moved back to Oklahoma and the conversations he and I have had over the past year. We can plan a happy hour next week if you’d like… a tribute to John…

Just like New said, John was the happiest he’s been in a while during this past month. I’m glad he was happy…

Daniel, you’re a great friend to many. Thanks for being such a great friend to me. I love you.
Reply2 years ago

The Dalai Mama
I love you, Daniel. We can’t always be strong. I won’t be. My heart is broken. My parents are heartbroken. He loved you and distance didn’t matter to him. You were still one of his dearest friends and always will be. He always asked about you. I still can’t wrap my mind around this. I made a copy of a picture of us before the NIN concert in 1995 and I will give it to you tomorrow when I see you.
Reply2 years ago

Xx*FemCore*xX
I’m here if you need me. Come get me, call me, text me-anything you need let me know.
I love you
Xo~LasheS~xO
Reply2 years ago

NIN – all the love in the world

Watching all the insects march along
Seem to know just right where they belong
Smears a face reflecting in the chrome
Hiding in the crowd i’m all alone

No one’s heard a single word i’ve said
They don’t sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I’ve become a million miles (away)

Why do you get all the Love in the world?
Why do you get all the Love in the world?

All the jagged edges disappear
Colors all look brighter when you’re near
The stars are all afire in the sky
Sometimes I get so lonely I could (cry)

Why do you get all the Love in the world? [20x]

has no one said those daring

kind eyes should be more learned?

or warned you how despairing

the moths are when they are burned?

i could have warned you, but you are young,

so we speak a different tongue.

o you will take whatever’s offered

and dream that all the world’s a friend.

suffer as your mother suffered,

be as broken in the end.

but i am old and you are young,

and i speak a barbarous tongue.
–yeats
-Sent from my Helio.

———–
Xx*FemCore*xX
“Tread softly, for you tread on my dreams…”
Reply2 years ago

thats what i remember from my dream right before i woke up. i wrote “today is flowers” and she wiped off “is” and wrote “became.”
-Sent from my Helio.

———
The Dalai Mama
Is this another dream about your mother?
~Sent from my Computer.
Reply2 years ago

if a girl has little to no friends, especially none that are close, they will most likely cling to a guy MUCH quicker and easier than they should. they have found themselves desperate for attention and companionship and they will force themselves to believe that they must stay with this guy, because if they don’t…they’re left with NO one. when a girl makes a guy her entire world and entire life, she’s not even a person anymore…she’s just a placeholder. these girls also will not leave this guy because they have nothing else outside of him. and if they break up, she’ll just find the next one. there is no picking and choosing, there is no decisions, it’s simply…the first guy asking them out that is cute and that’s who they pick. there are exceptions to this…they are the single girls with hardly any friends that are bitter and always bitching about how terrible men are and how blah blah…they’re crabby. they may not be single because they aren’t attractive, they’re probably single because they’re bitches. at least they’re being picky, but their bad attitudes don’t make them appealing to be around. there was one of them on my floor, she’s a man hater and dated the first guys that would say something nice to her, and then just be bitchy about everything. who knows.

then of course we have the girls with plenty of friends…but probably no real close friends. the socialites…they’re emptier than most, they don’t like making committments to friends and don’t like opening up, so they date men that are in their same class…blocky, dumb, and well dressed. they make nice tokens, don’t they? empty girls like empty guys. it is often said that we go for someone that seems as how we seem ourselves. it’s not true for me, i can say that with certainty. it also isn’t 100%, but generally a person without true friends are still lonely and only looking for that first person to show them attention, and then they cling to it like a rabid bulldog.

enough on them, the other group would be the meat of the group…the tasty ones…the girls that have close friends and have companionship…they don’t need a fucking thing from guys…we’re just 2nd on the list in happiness…and i think that’s good. they want to keep their independence and keep their routines without having to devote their life to some dude. these girls are usually the ones seen laughing and enjoying themselves while with friends or even alone. they’re also busy…have plans all the time, always doing something, always very cheerful. of course, these people can have darker turmoil from being so jovial…happiness can have its adverse effects on us as well…sometimes we get sick of being all nice all the time. but generally…these are the girls that make great friends and you probably don’t realize that you like them as much as you do.

hmm……maybe more to come….

oh, lest i forget…

the fucking clingers…they rank in the first group, the ones with no friends of their own save maybe one or two that are close. they usually talk bad about their social acquaintances, two faced, jealous….etc. these girls like to move group to group with new guys each time, and since they have no friends of their own, their whole world becomes the world of their bf. this is bad for both parties of course, the guy needs his own identity OUTSIDE of her, as does she…but usually if the girl has made this move it’s too late for both of them. i’ve had girls do this…and only realized when it was too late. the bad thing with these girls…most of them never realize how much the guy’s friends actually dislike her…and the guy usually has no clue either. sad. if you’re a guy…with a girl…and you ONLY hang out with YOUR guy friends and none of them have or bring girlfriends…you’re “this” guy and you need to fucking knock it off. you’re just embarrassing yourself and you should just stay home with your new little friend. both of you have your heads up each other’s asses and you can’t tell what goes on around you anyway, so quit taking up space. most of this is relative, however, to the location this “couple” is going. most of the time though…it’s just dumb. you…your gf….and all your guy friends…is not fun for anyone.

———-
scott king
You speak in code too much… Just say who is wrong and tell them to Fuck off… Could save you allot of typing (Example Below)

(Insert name here) = is a two faced whore…

Nuff Said =-)
Reply2 years ago

The Realist aka “Bunda …
Very good Bro! I agree completely! I always said those traits are red flags! Girls with no friends of there own is a big red flag!
Reply2 years ago

Xx*FemCore*xX
Wow. I know this comes as no surprise, but i couldn’t agree with you more on this series of subjects.
Sounds like you’ve got it all figured out banana 🙂
Love you always,
~Lashes~
Reply2 years ago

Xx*FemCore*xX
Wow. I know this comes as no surprise, but i couldn’t agree with you more on this series of subjects.
Sounds like you’ve got it all figured out banana 🙂
Love you always,
~Lashes~
Reply2 years ago

filled with shyness…nervous in my own skin…the beautiful risks i love to take…and i’m ecstatic that i did.

you so daring and confident…and me so scared…”so what are you thinking about?”

i was thinking of kissing you, that’s what…and it seemed you were waiting with bated breath and forbidden lips…did i even dare? yes. i dare. i just found myself staring at your lips while you were staring in my eyes…such delicious anticipation…and i couldn’t rest until i had at least a taste…

the soft skin of your cheek so inviting as i placed my fingertips to guide your face to mine…and a gentle sigh as i pressed my lips against yours…

pure delight.

and oh my…your lips matched mine as i felt my heart start racing…the sexy way you gasped…eyes still closed and biting your bottom lip as i backed away…and you slowly smiled…

then again…as you started breathing heavier…your hands moving to my face…so gentle and intense…passion grew as you pulled me closer, your chest against mine, rising and falling in sync as your breathing matched my own…

heavier…deeper……sighing…whimpering…engrossed in a moment of singularity and desire that we both held…one magic instant of being lost together inside beauty…tongues dancing…blood pumping…

arch your back again while you feel my fingernails intently scratching from your shoulders to your hips…tell me again how the things i’m doing are amazing…look in my eyes again and show me how don’t want me to stop…

oh the things i could show you….

xoxo.

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Xx*FemCore*xX
MEOW!!!!!
Reply2 years ago

Karissa Mitchell Mcmill…
That was kinda hot, hell who am I kidding……….fuck yeah that was HOTT!!!!!!!!!
Reply2 years ago

has no one said those daring

kind eyes should be more learned?

or warned you how despairing

the moths are when they are burned?

i could have warned you, but you are young,

so we speak a different tongue.

o you will take whatever’s offered

and dream that all the world’s a friend.

suffer as your mother suffered,

be as broken in the end.

but i am old and you are young,

and i speak a barbarous tongue.
–yeats

——–
Xx*FemCore*xX
“Tread softly, for you tread on my dreams…”
Reply2 years ago