coulrophobia, as fear of clowns is clinically known.

What if I could say to you
Of what you wanted
Would not do
What if I could say
Say to you
Of what you wanted
Of what you could do
Huh
Huh
Huh
Huh
What you want
Is something you need
And what you’ve wanted
Is something I bleed
Could you say to me you love me
And I’m the only one
Could you say to me you love me
That I’m your man
Huh
Huh
Huh
Huh
[Chorus:]
Is this that last time I’ll ever see you
Is this the last time I’ll ever meet you
Is this the last I’ll ever make love to you,
you
Yeah
What did you say girl
I’m not the only one
What did you say girl
I’m not the only one
Huh
Huh
Yeah
What did you say girl
U’m not the only one
What did you say girl
I’m not the only one
What did you say girl
I’m not the only one
What did you say girl
I’m not the only one
Huh
Huh
Huh
Huh…

filter–i’m not the only one

happy fockin bday to me, again, yayayaya. and its already much better than last year.

its my birthday, fucking sing for me, baishes.

Obi WINE Kenobi
Happy Birthday!!!! =)
Reply5 years ago

Kenneth
Fortunately, do to a horrible singing voice, I won’t be yoddeling you birthday wishes.

However, I will give you *hugs*!
Reply5 years ago

i’ve realized i don’t write as much now. do i need a muse? do i need inspiration? or do i just need something to bitch about? who knows, but it hit me today that i’m seriously lacking in anything new for epiphanies and realizations. perhaps i feel stable, or perhaps something else keeps me from writing. i guess some things might be hard to get over, as in having some tart throw your work in your face telling you that it’s all bullshit and lies used in manipulation. the person i’d write for now wouldn’t do that, i know, so i’m not sure if that’s my hesitation. maybe it’s that type of situation of “i like doing this” and then all the sudden they decide they don’t like doing it. i think my favorites are the girls that talk about how much they love to give head. yeah, we all know that isn’t true….is that some girly fucking line to draw people in or what? seriously. people notice you know, if a girl tells you that…chances are that means she enjoys it…but not with YOU. sorry that was a random thought. anyway, i’m staring at an email with that fucking “add emoticon icons to your emails!” banner and it’s annoying the piss out of me. i think everyone and their dick here at work has that crap installed. my head hurts still, i think it’s withdrawal a bit, but it’s helping the other prob i had. and the new stomach pills…oh lovely, they work. i think i was in a circular stress rotation…. i was stressed because of the “thing” which made me sick to my stomach from stress, which in turn if i’m sick to my stomach doesn’t make me feel very sexy…and then in turn stressed me out more and back to the “thing” again. it just revolved and caused problems. well, now that one is out of the way, maybe i can think clearly for a while.

i’ve realized i don’t write as much now. do i need a muse? do i need inspiration? or do i just need something to bitch about? who knows, but it hit me today that i’m seriously lacking in anything new for epiphanies and realizations. perhaps i feel stable, or perhaps something else keeps me from writing. i guess some things might be hard to get over, as in having some tart throw your work in your face telling you that it’s all bullshit and lies used in manipulation. the person i’d write for now wouldn’t do that, i know, so i’m not sure if that’s my hesitation. maybe it’s that type of situation of “i like doing this” and then all the sudden they decide they don’t like doing it. i think my favorites are the girls that talk about how much they love to give head. yeah, we all know that isn’t true….is that some girly fucking line to draw people in or what? seriously. people notice you know, if a girl tells you that…chances are that means she enjoys it…but not with YOU.
sorry that was a random thought. anyway, i’m staring at an email with that fucking “add emoticon icons to your emails!” banner and it’s annoying the piss out of me. i think everyone and their dick here at work has that crap installed.
my head hurts still, i think it’s withdrawal a bit, but it’s helping the other prob i had. and the new stomach pills…oh lovely, they work. i think i was in a circular stress rotation…. i was stressed because of the “thing” which made me sick to my stomach from stress, which in turn if i’m sick to my stomach doesn’t make me feel very sexy…and then in turn stressed me out more and back to the “thing” again. it just revolved and caused problems. well, now that one is out of the way, maybe i can think clearly for a while.

Kenneth
EMOticons are teh evil.

*hugs* I hope your stress level goes down. You’re too sexy to be stressed. 😉
Reply5 years ago

Walela
Damnit! I had the best comment written and it was lost. Maybe I’ll feel the need later to repost it. Right now, I’m just too agrivated.
Reply(1)5 years ago

Walela
And I obviously need to work on my spelling.
5 years ago

Obi WINE Kenobi
i hate emoticons
Reply5 years ago

You Are 32% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom’s basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

Obi WINE Kenobi
I just took this test and the questions just suck. mine is too low too. haha. 56%
Reply5 years ago

Rebecca Kerr
wow baby!
i thought it would be much higer too!
Reply5 years ago

Kenneth
You needed a test for that? =-P
Reply(1)5 years ago

Daniel Self
i expected it to be much higher!!!
5 years ago

i overhear some of the best things at work……i hear “yeah our 1 year annv is feb 12th blah blah” so….i laugh…alot…..hehe, and i really had to bite my tongue not to say “feb 12th? you know, shit, i thought your annv was on my bday, you know how you two spent the night together that night?” maybe all that time doesn’t count i guess. haha….dumbasses…….better pick a place with all you can eat to feed that tubby belly.

if you want my body and you think i’m sexy, cmon sugar let me know…..
if you really need me, just reach out and touch me, cmon honey tell me so…..

they lay awake at dawn, while all the birds are singing…..two total strangers but that’s not what they’re thinking…..outside its cold, its misty and its raining….they’ve got each other and neither one’s complaining….he says “im sorry but i’m out of KY Jelly, nevermind sugar, we can catch the early movie.”

(revolting cocks)

things are pretty official now with my new girl Becka, so if i’ve seemingly disappeared…well, i’m probably with her…or being distracted….. 😉