Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I’d think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I’d stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I’d give my life for just one kiss I’d live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you We’ve had our share of hard times But that’s the price we paid And through it all we kept the promise that we made I swear you’ll never be lonely Woke up to the sound of pouring rain Washed away a dream of you But nothing else could ever take you away ‘Cause you’ll always be my dream come true Oh my darling, I love you Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand – I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you skid row–i remember you

http://www.wusatv9.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=43427

http://www.biblesociety.com.au/smsbible/

http://english.pravda.ru/science/19/94/377/16284_centaur.html

i answered the email…and it made me cry. i haven’t felt emotional tears in a long time, not the kind that are pure. i’ve had the ones of mistaken love, of broken compassion, of sharpened knives…but they aren’t the same as the ones i had tonight. they were real, they were purposeful. my heart dropped because someone else felt guilt for their actions, though i’m not sure why…why it’s come up now. but it hurt me…i don’t want her to feel guilt, i don’t want her to feel responsible for the way i am…she wants to believe it’s her fault and that perhaps things would be better had…things remained as they were. had she been there for me, as my emotional support…as i am for all these others, that maybe i’d be in a better place now. the problem is…i can’t tell her…that it’s all untrue…i would be smiling instead of what i’m doing now, and i don’t want to admit it…i’ll admit it to myself, but there’s no reason to admit it to her…

i answered the email…and it made me cry.  i haven’t felt emotional tears in a long time, not the kind that are pure.  i’ve had the ones of mistaken love, of broken compassion, of sharpened knives…but they aren’t the same as the ones i had tonight.  they were real, they were purposeful.  my heart dropped because someone else felt guilt for their actions, though i’m not sure why…why it’s come up now.  but it hurt me…i don’t want her to feel guilt, i don’t want her to feel responsible for the way i am…she wants to believe it’s her fault and that perhaps things would be better had…things remained as they were.  had she been there for me, as my emotional support…as i am for all these others, that maybe i’d be in a better place now.  the problem is…i can’t tell her…that it’s all untrue…i would be smiling instead of what i’m doing now, and i don’t want to admit it…i’ll admit it to myself, but there’s no reason to admit it to her…

What if I could say to you Of what you wanted Would not do What if I could say Say to you Of what you wanted Of what you could do Huh Huh Huh Huh What you want Is something you need And what you’ve wanted Is something I bleed Could you say to me you love me And I’m the only one Could you say to me you love me That I’m your man Huh Huh Huh Huh [Chorus:] Is this that last time I’ll ever see you Is this the last time I’ll ever meet you Is this the last I’ll ever make love to you, you Yeah What did you say girl I’m not the only one What did you say girl I’m not the only one Huh Huh Yeah What did you say girl U’m not the only one What did you say girl I’m not the only one What did you say girl I’m not the only one What did you say girl I’m not the only one Huh Huh Huh Huh…

the concert was awesome, i’m definitely hoping to catch them again sometime. sadly ABK wasn’t there 🙁 but the opener, project dead man was awesome too.

ok i just remembered this, and i figured it was worth mentioning because it seems pretty odd to me. well anyway, the part that just flashed in my head, i was in a house and setting up some electronics, like, tv and computer and such. well anyway, this piece, which at first was like, an entertainment center that was possibly in type of acrylic shell or something with an open side to it…i dunno, it was strange. well anyway, i had two large 14″ black light tubes mounted inside, and everything was coated in some type of UV reactive material and such. after i started messing with it a little more, i think i started seeing it more as my computer case, even though it was largely oversized. but anyway, all the components were so strange and colorful, but the strange part is…i turned on the two blacklights and turned off the regular lights, and they glowed, and i saw it glow…the same type of UV glow as in real life, and it changed radiance the closer or further i moved the lights away from it. now…they say the large majority of people don’t even dream in color…and now i dream in UV reactive light and color along with regular color? something is seriously wrong with me……