I’ve made many mistakes in my life.  Thankfully I feel I’ve been able to atone for them, or at least to offer my apologies.  And in my life, there have been many mistakes I’ve chosen not to make, by taking the higher ground…and I nearly feel regretful for not acting more human in those situations and making those mistakes.  Its better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven’t done.  Remembering everything is so much harder than forgetting. But then again, what happens when I forget?  Maybe those thoughts will disappear…and be gone forever. I’ve already forgotten all those forbidden lips and just how sweet they taste.  Oubliez. Be careful when your grasping fingers touch those desperate dreams, because reality can be so bitter.

You don’t always achieve your dreams. Most often, actually, you never will.  Live in the moments you find, and never seek further. Pursuing happiness is generally futile.

I just want that girl who will stay up all night watching horror with me.

Now I’m given the decision to undergo real surgery to fix a topical issue, and healing will be insanely miserable and heinous, and I will be bedridden for two weeks suffering to heal.  It isn’t necessary for life, but removes complications and inconveniences.  What to do, what to do. 

Though it still rages, the heart is gradually losing. One day it is likely going to disappear. Attraction is quite a fickle thing, even though I don’t like to admit it.

She’s pretty and weird, and I’m becoming curious.

not looking for sympathy or well wishes, as this is nothing serious, but i may be going under the knife tomorrow for some fixin’ of my body.  if i’m absent much, that’s because i’m probably in a lot of pain and have nothing funny to say tomorrow 🙂