Underestimating yourself is silly. Be honest. You’re more than capable of this. maybe soon….maybe i’ll write something meaningful and personal…i don’t think i’ve had the desire…and i know i haven’t had the words to use. i still look around and find myself disgusted at most of you, though things are slowly just becoming ridiculously laughable. most of you don’t even realize how much i laugh at you…and how fucked you really are. that’s what happens when i observe. i’m still working on the nonchalant, ambivalent attitude…though it may not come out that way as i’m just slipping back into the cold apathy that i used to be…where i’ll only give a shit about you when absolutely necessary. is it good? bad? who’s to say. 98% want to benefit only themselves, so why should i try to be 2%? sure, you’re right…”don’t change daniel…” and you already know i won’t, if you know me at all. the shell of who i am is thick and difficult to lose or hide. i’ll remember your excitement at reading my simple words and observations…and i know you’ll still check from time to time just to make sure. the crack…yeah, it’s still me. deal with it, it will never go away, no matter how many times you try to fill it with something else.

Keep yourself from lashing out too much when stresses add up — try to get some help or ignore as much as you can so you can deal with one thing at a time. -bah…i like lashing out.

http://www.china.org.cn/english/Life/136739.htm

well, i somehow forgot to mention that i went and hung out with 2 hot sexy chicks at the bar on friday 😉 i got good exposure to the lameness that guys are and how they hit on everyone and everything. pretty funny stuff. saturday i went to see Devils Rejects and it rawks, go see it. hmm…sunday i went to see Dark Water. it was good, not great, but good. same typical “ghost” story that has been prevalent lately. i think somehow when we try to turn japanese horror into american we lose something somewhere.

BY LOOKING AT A PICTURE OF A PERSON, YOU HAVE TO DECIDE IF HE IS A COMPUTER GEEK OR A SERIAL KILLER. GO WITH YOUR GUT FEELING AND CLICK ON YOUR CHOICE. YOUR SCORE WILL BE GIVEN AT THE END. http://www.malevole.com/mv/misc/killerquiz

Don’t think too much about any of this. Gauge how you’re feeling and make a call. That’s the only way you’re going to make a good decision. If you need to, you can always change your mind later. — what kind of backward ass, generalized info is this bullshit?? bad day to be an aquarius today i guess, i dont get any decent advice.

i’ve noticed i hardly write anything on the weekends. and as i said…one of you was an inspiration to write, but i’m glad you no longer inspire me.

i absolved myself of the last item that meant anything to me from the damaging one, and now…i have no reminders, nothing to see and think about, nothing to touch and have memories. my persistence goes much further and deeper than yours ever will…there’s still traces of me in your veins.