you people never cease to amaze me with what you say. time to start keeping my mouth shut…i’m talking to brick walls anyway.

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Overview:
Shush! It’s time, once again, to keep quiet, which will be far easier said than done at the moment — especially for you. Being shy has never been on your list of outstanding traits, after all. You up for this? try me, test my patience, we’ll see if i keep quiet.

someone keep me awake…im freakin tired…i’ve been too active in my sleep so i’m not getting the rest i need……this sucks, i wish..well, i wish a few things. one of them is that i can sleep without being bothered. “hey, baby i heard you like to freak, then come out to play with me….”

rumor has it that i’m a mastermind at prank calls now, i guess i have nothing better to do??

another thing that is just strange…the past 2 days i’ve lost 2 beads from one of my frenom barbells. monday i think when i got home from the gym i went to the bathroom and realized a bead was missing…weird, so i had another and replaced it (screwed it on). so yesterday i get home from work and basically the same thing…i look down to see the same spot and the bead is gone! i want to know how im untwisting these beads with no dextrous movement down there. i finally had to put a ring back in my hafada and move that barbell to the frenom since i didnt have another spare bead. wild stuff going on in my pants i guess.

Quickie:
It’s not just probable, it’s inevitable, and you know it. Your secret wish can come true.

watched Series of Unfortunate Events last night…pretty good flick. not quite what i expected, but still good. it’s pretty dark, i mean…it really doesn’t seem like much of a kid’s movie as far as the theme of it, but i guess younger kids wouldn’t totally understand what they’re talking about. just seems that some dude trying to kill off all his relatives is a little morbid. but hey, that’s what i live for…since i’m the freak. my eyeball still hurts. well, should say my contact is giving me grief. not sure what it is, i think i need to leave it out for like a day and a night or something, it just keeps blurring up but it isn’t dirty. maybe it’s ripped, who knows. i totally need someone to give me money so i can get lasik and fix my crappy eyes.

my eye hurts. i’ve decided i need a new pc. wow i guess i’ve had my rig for 3 years now, it was the penultimate purchase before she-hag left. i remember she used it as “leverage” for splitting certain belongings with the addage “well you got that new computer for your bday, so blah blah….” she-hag, i love you, but you really were a she-hag then. you make a good comparison for others at least. i know one that definitely reminds me of you. yeah, i truly hated you…and i had truly loved you as well. hate isn’t a word i like to use lightly. so anyway…new pc…..i have a mere athlon 1900+ xp, i found an Asus A8V Deluxe mobo i want and i think for the price i’m gonna get an Athlon 64 3200+ chip. of course i’ll have to replace RAM, get a new power supply…heatsink and cpu fan….i may get a new case as well. i’m keen on the all acrylic ones that are UV reactive. i think in all i can get away with $500-$600 for all of it, maybe a tad cheaper. i’m looking at about $350 for the mobo and cpu, so the rest is variable depending on what i want and prices at the time. and yes, the upgraded power and speed will strictly be to enhance my gaming performance. “i scream out your name….or at least what i think you were called…fate’s finger gives me the blame…if you saw my tears i know you’d be appalled… a fistful of teeth…as i eat our baby i’m thinking of you…you’re not here to feed me…..so i eat our child and wish we’d had TWO…………..a fistful of teeth…is all that remains…” gwar–fistful of teeth