i give to you FOPFU from a coworker in cali. “Fixing Other People’s Fuck Ups”

i had to post this, didn’t want to forget it.

If you could find out the truth to one unsolved mystery in the world (whether it be who killed Jean Bennet Ramsey or who is Jack the Ripper), what mystery would you want the truth to?

courtney called me a bit before 9am, said she forgot her badge and wondered how she could get in, so i told her someone will probly be downstairs she could follow, or she could go to the 2nd floor and the receptionist could let her in. so anyway, later, i go ask michael if he wants to go get breakfast, and a couple things happened before we actually left. so, we get downstairs and courtney is walking in the outer door just as soon as we get to the inner doors. coincidence or impeccable timing? nah…i knew that i’d help her. it wasn’t by chance and it wasn’t just rare timing.

i had a dream last night…and it fit me like a glove…well, the girl fit me like a glove. i don’t want dreams like that of this girl, not again. ugh… oh, forgot, in that same dream the same girl at one point wanted me to try on these meshy lacy girl panties or something, i dunno…they fit like halfway up my legs and then she grabbed my package and sorta went from there. she was all over me.

i wish i could explain in words how BADLY i want to pour words from my heart right now…i want to hurt someone and i want to make sure they know they are hurt from the things i say, i want to see their tears and see the look on their face showing how insignificant and small they are when i’m finished…and i want to only speak the truth to damage someone this way…no lies, no fabrications…just pure unadulterated truth to make your heart sink and your eyes water. it’s going to happen one day soon, and it is going to feel soooo good to do it…

i’ve heard rumor that our class reunion is going to be in August. need to make note of that…must go make fun of all the girls that thought they were hot that are now fat with 4 kids…and the nerdy band chicks that got hot and hate all men because we made fun of them.

so, even fucking yahoo is urging me to speak my mind…so many things to say…argh…but is it worth it? maybe i’d feel better to watch people cry or feel inferior…we’ll see how the day leads me. —

There comes a breaking point to decide…”do I WANT to be thoughtful for this person when they obviously aren’t thoughtful to ME?” Normally I would say yes…compassion is something in our hearts, and most of us can’t escape who we are, but for me I think it’s time I did. There’s no reason to be so nice to people that don’t respect you for it and still simply take advantage of you. I think we have every right to not go out of our way to be someone’s friend. Especially not if they are giving “limitations” that we have to follow in order to BE their friend. And so based on that, the way I’ve recently started seeing it, that leaves me with no moral obligation to be nice to people like that. “kill them with kindness” is a bunch of crap. If we cater to someone who treats us like shit and try to be all friendly and stuff, it just makes us look desperate and inadequate.I’m sick of being “too nice” and the “nice guy” all the time. It’s too advantageous to others.

this dude that sits in front of me at work is new and really loud…he talks so freakin loud to customers on the phone its like he’s yelling…i mean, it’s modern technology, they can hear if you speak with a normal voice… and his damn catch phrase is “you have yourself a good day” and it’s fucking annoying ass piss

Overview:
To be fair to all parties concerned, you really should be wearing a warning label today — just a little something that basically amounts to ‘Don’t ask if you really don’t want to know.’