maybe i can sleep tonight…. i want to stop smoking. i just cant find the feeling that i want to have my LAST cigarette…i have to get it in my head for when the last one needs to be. if not soon, i’ll stop by New Years…it will at least by a resolution. not that i’ll go back on it and give in, it just might be easier to have a goal and timeframe. i need a new habit…maybe i’ll start working out instead. i know i say that, i just need to do that as well.